Written by Mathew Naismith
Every thought therefore every action of
ours is determined by the environment we are in, this includes our deepest
personal thoughts. To someone like me, this is comforting, to others who think
they personally own their own thoughts, this couldn't be any more
discomforting.
Try having thoughts void of the influence
of known and unknown environments, it's impossible to have a thought process,
personal or not, without an environmental influence.
Environments are simply a variation of
various and numerous influences; there is nothing personal about environments,
even environments created by an individual or individual groups. The reason for
this is their own created environments were influenced by other environments to
start with, for example, the Nazi party was created through other environmental
influences of the time. The universe as a whole was created from other
environmental influences of the time, everything, including our personal
thoughts, were created by other environmental influences that were created by
other environmental influences themselves.
Nothing can exist without the influence of
another, cut out the yin in favour of the yang, what do you have? This is the
same with awareness and unawareness. What determines awareness void of the
awareness of unawareness? To be truly aware takes a huge amount of awareness of
unawareness; a true state of awareness is never without the existence of
unawareness. Being unaware is a huge part of truly being aware.......
In recent times, my dreams are telling me I
have reached my limitations; this simply means that my personal experiences are
limited to my present environment. Do I have a problem with this? Well, yes, I
wished to assist more, this of course would entail me to experience more, to
become more aware. In one of my dreams I wanted to observe more of the
environment so I floated up higher to become more observant, I was stopped by a
solid white obstruction covering the sky.
Am I personally limiting myself or am I
limited by my present environment? One of the environments is being human to
start with; it is obvious I am being limited by the present environment but for
a very good reason.
Being consciously limited by a 3rd
dimensional environment is but one form of influence. Environmental influences upon
us are not just limited to 3rd dimensional environments; however being unaware
of this has no bearing of the effects of non-3rd dimensional influences upon
us. My whole life has been determined by other forms not of a 3rd dimensional
aspect, my personal life is not my own as of anyone's.
There are of course many people who are far
less consciously limited, their environment is less restricted. For example,
some people can astral travel at will experiencing different worlds and
dimensions, other people are able to enter into another reality while in
trauma, a trauma brought about by their present existence. On the other hand, there
are people like me who are consciously limited to fit within the present
environment. Does it worry me being this consciously limited? Only to an ego in
control would this be worrying, also, being unaware has a lot to do with being
truly aware.
From an early age I was restricted to how I
became aware, I was strongly influenced not to read certain human knowledge
based literature. Because my life was never my own personally, as of anyone's,
I was influenced not to restrict/limit my human consciousness to certain human
aspects. My mind had to be free in thinking while at the same time being
consciously limited to certain other human aspects.
I am aware that at no time have I existed
for myself. I simply have no problem in thinking my life was never my own.......
