A Personal Touch

 

Written by Mathew Naismith

How often are people believed to be what other people are representative of, meaning, how often are people deemed to be of what other people are expressive of physically and/or mentally?

I was left with a fully dislocated elbow from the age of six years old, you could imagine the damage this caused as I was growing up. Today, my shoulder is actually weaker than my elbow, which means the damage was not localised to the elbow. By the time I was thirteen years old, the damage was set in concrete, in other words the damage was exacerbated, made a lot worse. At times it feels like a red hot poker being driven into my arm and run up and down the arm. Believe it or not, I don't take physical pain killers and I still worked in jobs able people thought too hard to do. When I worked in a national park, I physically fit footballer had a hard time keeping up with me carting wet gravel stone up a steep hill while building steps.

Because I have extracted myself from abuse, be it physical and/or mental, I am supposed to be hateful. I can in all honesty say I don't hate anyone that is abusive, hate is simply a total waste of energy. The part of my family that are still abusive today have had to make themselves believe I hate them. People do extract themselves away from things they don't hate or despise, however, truly hateful people will think you have to hate to extract yourself away from abuse. Make no mistake, purposely lying and deceiving is as abusive as psychical abuse, if not more so in certain circumstances, look at how the world is presently being abused through lies and deception in relation to covid!! How many people today mistakenly hate an abusive reality like this? Really, don't waste your energy like this.

Do people like me feel like a victim when subjected to so much abuse? Knowing of physical abuse/neglect, mental abuse such as lying and deceiving is as abusive as physical abuse, the trick is not to feel like the victim. When I extracted myself from family abuse, and it did feel like an actual extraction at first, my family members had to believe I hated as well. It is like they have had to tell themselves this and yes, this is self-abusive. Do they truly hate or despise me? The answer is clearly no, but they have lied to themselves that I do, they felt they had to. Yes, even an abusive consciousness will feel it has to be hated when their own abuse is rejected. People desiring the existence of lies is of abuse within itself, particularly self-abusive.

Make no mistake, mental extraction can create feelings of hate. The reason for this is that we have been put in a situation of extraction we didn't desire to extract ourselves from. How many spiritually aware people today hate or despise the present reality? It is not just to do with the abuse, it is to do with being put into a situation of extraction. No, I don't hate certain family members due to my own extraction from certain family members ongoing abuse, but realise that the true abusers have to think this is the case. To even make yourself believe that other people hate you when they don't is of abuse. My family members don't really hate me, they simply desire this to be the case, in other words they have lied and deceived themselves and yes, abused themselves. Sadly, it is endless unless one awakens to abuse, especially self-abuse of acting the victim.

This leads us to the collective abuse and abused.

“Poor me, I am stuck in this reality of endless abuse.”Does this sound like a person acting the victim?

Even when actually victimised, never feel like the victim, instead feel like it is a situation to learn from instead of suffering from. No, I don't sound like a hateful person but certain members of my family desire to believe this. A hateful person often feels victimised so avoid feeling like a victim and yes, extracting yourself away from hateful people will add to these people feeling even more like a victim. As I seemingly know, due to obviously learning from my experiences instead of suffering from my experiences, acting the victim in relation to your family or human collective can lead to exasperating hate. Certain family members obviously feel victimised due to my extraction from the ongoing family abuse and yes, this has exasperated the hate in the family only because they still today act the victim while actually being the victimiser, not just onto other people but to themselves in particular. Look at how humans often see themselves as victims of nature!!

An Exceedingly Vulnerable State

 

Written By Mathew Naismith

Experiencing three dimensional human consciousness is exceedingly vulnerable to other sources of existing consciousnesses, especially a consciousness that is malign in nature. To counteract or protect human consciousness from this vulnerability, religion or spiritual practices are implemented or instilled in human consciousness to help neutralise any consciousness of harmful intent. People like me are so lucky that we can go into a seemingly different state of utter harmony virtually at will. Imagine for one moment if I stayed within a conscious state of western atheism, the likelihood of me being influenced by a malign consciousness was evident.

Now I am not talking about a consciousness that presents itself as being of a devil, knowing how deceptive and misleading this consciousness can be. To the vulnerable, this consciousness is often seen as all controlling and powerful, no other conscious state comes close to it. Knowing that this consciousness has to use other conscious states to be seen as all controlling and powerful, always to conscious states that are vulnerable to it's influence, this malign state of consciousness is really quite powerless within itself. All it's energy is obtained from other sources, unlike benign sources of energy that produce it's own energy. Yes, that is right, the malign energy comes from other sources of energy vulnerable to this malign state of consciousness, it is not within itself all controlling and powerful, this consciousness has to feed off of other more meek forms of consciousness to even exist.

Think of it like this, can communism exist without powerfully and overwhelmingly taking full control of it's main energy source, it's people? This often takes keeping a people in fear, which everyone today should relate to. What is a globalists main source of energy? A monitory system that is extracted from a vulnerable and easily controlled consciousness. There is no real control or power in extracting energy off of vulnerable sources of energy, especially when this energy is benign, but that is exactly the source of energy the malign consciousness has to feed off of to exist as it presently does today.

People like me keep in touch, not just of what is consciously harmonious but what is also disharmonious to a certain degree. Very recently, I was presented with a consciousness that has no remorse, feeling of love, ethics, kindness, etc, it was a consciousness of utter detachment from the benign. Again this should sound familiar due to the malign separating itself from any source of energy that is benign in nature, while obtaining all it's energy from this vulnerable benign source. No, benign sources of energy that have kept in touch with itself, it's own regenerating source of energy, is not vulnerable to the malign, in fact quite the opposite as I will give an example of.

This malign consciousness that was presented to me, which this consciousness thought it presented itself to me, was a representation of the present consciousness controlling and feeding off of human consciousnesses. This consciousness feels invulnerable and yes, as this consciousness deludes other vulnerable consciousness, it also deludes itself, there is little real control and power in feeding off of the vulnerable. All I did was neutralise this consciousness in a very interesting way.

Silver is neutralising and a healing source of energy, at no time is silver a destructive source of energy or at no time should silver be used as such, the rebounding affects are serious if used in this fashion. All I did was consciously insert silver within this consciousness and this malign consciousness simply became neutralised, in the process disabling this consciousness from feeding off of other sources of energy. Make no mistake, this kind of energy is utterly vulnerable to any energy source it is unable to feed off of. Also, at no time did I desire to destroy this energy, simply neutralise it's ability to feed from other sources of energy. Remember, the desire to destroy an opposing energy is of being of the same energy you wish to destroy!!

Think of all physical energy sources as being primarily of consciousness, this will help in using physical energy. Everything physical you experience and are aware of in a three dimensional reality is minute to what this physical reality was created from, yes, the physical representation of consciousness takes up space and time, but is minute in relation to consciousness. A pure state of consciousness takes up no space or is governed by time, think on this, is a pure state of consciousness taking up space or governed by time therefore limited by space and time? Think of a infinite source of energy, an energy that is infinite in energy because it is not governed by limitations. The malign consciousness relies completely on consciousnesses governed by space and time, now take yourself away from this governing space and time perception. This act on it's own makes the malign consciousness exceptionally vulnerable to the influences of the benign. If on top of this we use psychical energy as if it was a conscious form of energy, the malign would have no hope in being controlling and all powerful over human consciousness.

Being physically fit or not, a consciousness subjected to a certain degree of stress will fall ill. It is the continuous high frequency of stress that causes illnesses even in physically fit people. To avoid this one must learn to remove one's consciousness from this stress. what this means is one becomes healthy, not just physically fit. My doctor of many years agreed with me, often physically fit people who fall seriously ill will consciously fall apart, become consciously ill. People into primarily being psychically fit often believe being physically fit is the same as being healthy, it is not. This is like removing oneself consciously away from a consciousness being endlessly subjected to the malign. The more we subject our own consciousness to this malign, the more of the maligns abuse we are subjected to, even to the point of becoming malign ourselves. Yes, we may have physical security but do we have conscious security!! Conscious security is at times avoiding being used and abused by the malign by taking your consciousness out of the maligns conscious influence.

I know what I have written here may seem all a little too far fetched for a lot of people, like a lot of what I write does, just try to look at everything as being consciousness instead of just physical, this is a good start for a truly healthy existence. Also, realise that we are in a vulnerable state when we primarily limit consciousness to space and time, a finite existence. When a consciousnesses perceives primarily of finite existence, we see that we have something to lose so are then too easily influenced by a consciousness of fear. There is nothing to lose in a state of the infinite consciousness, for the infinite is not governed by limiting factors, just stay true to the infinite while simply experiencing the finite, while remembering you don't have to become what you experience!!

Spiritual Awareness

 

Written by Mathew Naismith

Yes, once again I have woken out of a healthy sleep, around 2:30 AM, and I have a great need to write on the subject of what is presently going on in the world.

Presently there is so much going on, the human collective consciousness is expressing huge amounts of motion, most often in the absence of self-observation. Some of my own dreams have been long and exceptionally vivid as has my insights and visions. No, what is presently occurring seems not good but as my dreams, insights and visions have expressed, what seems presently bad can create an opposite effect in a huge way. It comes down to cause and effect, where a cause has created an effect not perceived or considered by participators.

It is wise to be aware that being spiritually aware is not about expressing less motion and only being of observation, being spirituality aware is the ability to observe your own participation. If you are of 3^rd dimensional physical existence, you are of participation even if you are not aware of this or in observation of this. Yes, expressing less motion is important but what is more important is observing your own participation. Spiritual awareness is of a balance between observation and participation, not of the complete lack of observing your participation while in obvious motion. Yes, learning or becoming aware of motionlessness is important to learn to become an observer, but this is not what makes one spiritually aware, observing your own participation is.

Is motion or violence negative, bad or wrong? The observer or participator actually states the same thing, where the observer of the participator states quite the opposite in certain circumstances. The sun is one of the most violent entities in our solar system, especially when in full motion, is the sun negative, bad and wrong? No, so why is our own motions of violence often judged to be the case no matter what? We even judge our own participation in a negative way in relation to being spiritually aware!! If we start learning from our own violence instead of suffering from from this violence, the human collective consciousness will never again go down the path we are presently observing and experiencing. Some time ago I had a vision that we will never go down this path again, once we learn from our own motions, today, well known people are saying the same thing.

The observer is incapable of motion, this means while in participation, but not aware or accepting of your own participation, you could not eat, drink or participate in your own motion of keeping yourself healthy. Being fit is learning to become an observer but being healthy is learning to honesty observe your own participation. As what has recently personally occurred around me, a person physically fit saw themselves, as other people did, as being healthy. As soon as they were diagnosed with terminal cancer and given a certain time to live, they psychologically fell apart and died far sooner than they should have. Yes, a healthy person will live longer to what is predicted, but a person only physically fit will not!!

What I am saying is our observer self represents out fitness and our participating self represents our over all health, but only if we are honest in observation of our participation. Yes, by all means focus on observing but not in the absence of participating in what we are observing. In other words allow yourself to participate in what you are observing in the absence of judging your own participation as being negative, bad or wrong in relation to being spirituality aware. Yes, learn to become less of motion, but not in the absence of motion. Become fit while at the same time staying healthy while in obvious motion/participation.

As of always, balance is the key as moderation in what we do is and no, moderation is not of one replacing the other, as the observer replacing the participator and motionlessness replacing motion, it is all of one entity no matter what we desire, really!!