Written by Mathew Naismith
It is often said that
the soul is having a human experience; this is instead of the soul having a
soul experience. The human experience becomes primary to the soul having an
experience. When everything we humanly experience and express is reflective
upon the soul, I think it doesn't matter what our soul is experiencing, it is
still primarily to do with the soul having the experience. Also, the soul
itself doesn't separate one experience from another, it's still an experience.
It is like the soul doesn't observe or experience each life lived as a separate
entity or life; it is one life lives with different experiences experienced.
If you can't remember
experiencing your own soul and other souls, projecting from the soul is going
to be hard to do humanly; this is why a lot of ideologies make reference to the
soul. "If you are not righteous in human life, this will reflect on your
soul." This isn't scaremongering, it is the obvious truth observed and
experienced by the soul. It is a soul projection trying to guide the human self
to refrain from abusing energy as a whole. How often is, for example,
Christianity and Hinduism these days shown disdain because they state what is
obvious to the soul? "Refrain from abuse of energy in human life or suffer
the consequences", is simply a guide for the human self otherwise the soul
will suffer. Yes, the soul can become dark, in other words become ignorant to
serve the ego in control.
Can a soul in
deliberate ignorance (dark) only observe that we live separate lives, unlike
how the soul projects it as one life lived with different experiences to be
experienced? Yes, the soul itself can become this unaware through serving the
ego for only through the ego can separation and abuse of energy occur. However,
the only way the ego is going to comprehend anything beyond its own self, is to
relate to each soul experience as being a separate entity to start with, for
only the ego comprehends separate entities. This is the same as saying that the
soul is having a human experience, when the soul sees it as the soul simply
having a soul experience. Of course a soul that is conditioned to separating
everything, will only desire to see it as many lives lived, however, as you can
condition the soul to become dark (ignorant), you can also condition the soul
to become light (aware). To do this one must separate energy, for the egos
sake, to once again unite energy as many spiritual ideologies guide us to do.
Yes, the human self has
to first see that we live many lives separate to each other to be able to then
observe through a souls perspective, that there is only one life lived. It is a
big deal to start with when the ego comprehends the soul, an entity not
separate to the ego but often more aware than the ego. For the ego to go beyond
its own awareness is astonishing, especially when you consider the abusive
environment the ego has to cope with. Think on this, would not an ego in
control deliberately condition the soul to primarily serve the ego, to only be
of a controlling ego? I have personally experienced souls just like this; they
simply didn't want to know anymore than their egos allowed them to.
As an aware soul is
able to comprehend mortal egoistic existences, an aware soul is also able to
comprehend immortal egoless states of being. A state, as opposed to states,
where everything is just is which is the same state as
pure awareness, oneness, nirvana/heaven or a state of God. I often myself touch
on this state as the ego can only do. Yes, to the ego this state, what ever
your ideology calls it, is an utterly beautiful state of being. This egoless
state doesn't see or feel its own beauty for only through the ego is love and
beauty appreciated. The problem of the ego expressing appreciation in this way
is the ego in control often distorts and fragments this energy of appreciation.
The appreciation of having to feel good takes over from the simple appreciation
of the beauty of this state, this state then often becomes to the service of
the controlling ego, to primarily feel good as much as possible no matter what.
The separation of what is real and what is an illusion, what is negative and
what is positive, what is wrong and what is right and so forth, becomes a
priority to the ego in control to feel good as much as possible. All else from
feeling good then becomes negative or even toxic.
Make no mistake,
empathic people, people who are sensitive to other vibrations, often feel
uneasy around vibrations not of their own. Just because it's
not of our own vibration doesn't mean its negative just because it doesn't make
us feel good. Yes, life has become all about us feeling good making all else
some kind of negative. Of course in this state we will feel bad
vibrations, vibrations that don't make us feel good. Did
Jesus or Buddha, for example, avoid and ostracise every other vibration not
of their own? They in actuality embraced all vibrations as
of their own. You see in this state of nirvana/heaven, there is no
feeling of bad or good vibrations; it is in actuality impossible to do so in
this state. In a state of the absence of ego everything simply becomes just is.
Of course in a state of the presence of ego we have individual souls and
separate individual expressions of energy. Is a state of nirvana more worthy to
be in and real than states of suffering/hell? The ego in control would state
most definitely but the egoless state states there is no separation therefore
no nirvana or suffering, heaven or hell, for to perceive this would be of the
controlling ego.
However, to the ego
there is an obvious nirvana and suffering, heaven and hell, the ego feels it
and experiences it so they must exist but only to and through the ego. There is
simply no separation of energy in a state of nirvana. I suppose one needs to
experience this state in some way or become aware of this state through an
ideology to realise this.
So is it really a human
experience the soul is experiencing or is it the soul experiencing a soul
experience? It really has to do with the way the existence or state a soul is
conditioned to. For the ego, the soul is having a human experience. To the
egoless state, it is all to do with the soul having an experience or being in a
certain state. Try to remember, the ego is unable to experience a state of
nirvana, a state of the absence of ego. All the ego can do is feel what this
state is like, but so often it's these feel good feelings that take over us,
often to the root of our soul. We then primarily focus on feeling good, in accordance
with our desires, and then all else often becomes a negative as we are seeing
so often today.
In truth, it is all
about the soul so try not to avoid abusing energy as much as you can. Remember
though, you may not always be able to avoid this, try not to allow the ego to
make a big deal of this for it is what it is, end of story. Also, in a state of
ego, especially a state controlled by the ego, never expect, demand or desire
to feel good all the time, this is highly impractical, however, touching on a
state of true nirvana/heaven can make a life experience a lot less about
suffering/hell thus conditioning your soul to Nirvana/Heaven.
