Written by Mathew Naismith
What is the point of people like me doing
what we are doing, going beyond human and even soul perspectives and
perceptions? In actuality going beyond perceptions and perspectives all together,
for only can perceptions and perspectives exist through our egos.
The point is, in a reality where the ego
has become highly abusive to energy as a whole, balancing this out with the
non-ego (egoless) part of all of us seems like the wise thing to do. In
actuality, people like me are simply a reaction to an action hell bent on
abusing energy. It's not a
counterreaction where a response is in opposition to an action, it is simply a
reaction to the abuse of energy, especially when so many people want and even
need to find an answer to our abuse of energy as a whole. In truth, to find an
answer to the counteractive response of an abused energy. Make no mistake, an
abused energy is in counteraction to the abuse it has received from the ego in
control.
As I have stated in a previous post, the
ego can never experience actual enlightenment, all that the ego can do is become
aware that the egoless part of ourselves is of this enlightenment. The ego
simply becomes aware of the egoless part of ourselves being enlightened, thus
giving a perception that the ego has become enlightened. Yes, the ego becomes
aware but not to the point of enlightenment, for the ego is unable to exist
within an enlightened state for there is no ego in this state. Imagine
ignorance existing in the same space of pure awareness, it is impossible unless
the ignorance becomes aware of it's enlightened self. The last thing the ego in
control desires to do is become this aware, however, the ego that isn't in
control, in other words the ego that is simply being of the ego without being
controlling, can become aware of it's own enlightened self.
At no time separate the ego and egoless
self though, the desire to be only of the egoless self is purely of a
controlling ego, for only the ego in control desires this much control and
stature over and above the ego. Why have so many of us humbled ourselves to the
ego? Why does the ego even exist when our egoless selves are so enlightened?
Because the egoless self doesn't desire to be only of some kind of higher
stature, the egoless self is aware it is all of what the ego is as well as what
the non-ego is.
So what's my point? To keep in balance
between the ego and non-ego, in other words work in unison with the energies
and creations of the ego as well as the non-ego. As I stated in a previous
post, there is nothing wrong with materialism, it is simply that we abuse materialism
as our controlling egos do of any energy. Yes, balance materialism with spirituality.
Become aware that our controlling egos will be abusive to energy if there is no
balance.
To become too spiritual in a material
(physical) world is also an abuse of energy, the abuse of the material world in
favour of a non-material world. What part of us favours one above the other?
The ego in control. How abusive can the controlling ego be to energy as a
whole? Your enlightened self, or as I prefer being, doesn't desire to be of one
or the other, especially one over and above the other, it is what it is,
nothing more, nothing less. In truth, there are no perceptions or perspectives
of one being above the other in this state, it is simply ego and non-ego, abuse
of energy or working in unison with energy. Imagine for one moment working in
unison and in harmony with energy as a whole, this includes everything the ego
has deemed to be negative or toxic!! I cannot express in words what would occur
in this case, the egos perception of nirvana or unconditional love doesn't even
come close.
Are people like me in counteraction against
the abuse of energy? If a lot of people weren't even trying to become less
abusive to energy as a whole, there would be no reaction from people like me.
There is no point in awakening a controlling ego hell bent on ignorance, to try
this would be a counterreaction but this is not the case. All we are trying to
do is assist or guide an ego that is trying to become less abusive to energy,
in other words our reaction is simply to do with their egos making an effort to
help itself from being so abusive to energy. There is no way that people like
me desire to assist a controlling ego who only desires to exist with its own natural
environment. Yes, abusing energy is of a natural occurrence to a
controlling ego. At no point to the egoless self is this perceived as being
below the stature of the egoless self, it is what it is, an existence that can
be experienced or not by the soul. Of course a soul that is humbling, humbling
itself to the controlling egos environment is not a problem.
Who reads my material, is it an ego in
control or an ego aware of it's enlightened self in some way, even
subconsciously? The answer is too obvious to me for you are the one's I write
for as well as myself, in actuality I probably write more for myself for I am
definitely not alone.
