Written by Mathew Naismith
Consider this, how would a truly egoless
consciousness exist?
We of course presume that any egoless
consciousness would exist in an ethical righteous way; this of course is
considering that to be expressional of immorality in any sense, is to be of the
ego. To also be egoless, is to also be aware to a much greater extent than a
consciousness controlled by the ego, this is because the ego naturally limits a
consciousness to certain aspects. The more a consciousness is controlled by the
ego, the more limited a consciousness becomes, this is because the ego is only aware
of part of oneself instead of the whole self.
An egoless consciousness is aware of the whole
self, this includes being aware of its ego self as well without separation,
remember, an egoless state of consciousness is of the whole, not just part of
the whole self like the ego. This basically means that an egoless consciousness
is fully aware, of course being fully aware is also having an awareness of being
only partially aware as well. This is difficult to comprehend, how would a
fully aware consciousness also be aware of being partially aware or not aware
at all?
The ego thinks that to be fully aware is to
exist void of the ego period, only in this can a consciousness be fully aware,
this of course is the highest pinnacle of existence a consciousness can go. Of
course to the ego the higher the better, even when this higher state of
consciousness is unaware of its ego self that is limited to a certain conscious
awareness.
Being fully aware also takes in being aware of our
unaware states of existence; this of course represents the whole self. Take
away a state of being fully aware or partially aware; you only have an
awareness of part of oneself, not awareness of the whole of oneself.
Another thing to consider, would an egoless
consciousness care about being less aware, experiencing an existence that is
consciously limited? We are talking about a consciousness that is void of an
ego, only an ego-based consciousness would strive to always be of its highest
self which is a state of being fully aware. The problem with an ego
consciousness trying to strive for this high level is the ego thinks it needs
to do this void of an ego. Once the ego is extricated from a consciousness, the
go thinks it has reached this higher level of consciousness.
Now the problem with this is at this higher
level of consciousness, we are no longer aware of being unaware, of a state of
limited consciousness. This state of being unaware of being unaware is to the
ego the highest pinnacle of existence, it is a state that is fully aware, even while
in this state we are not aware of being unaware anymore. The whole self does
not just take in being aware of our aware state but of our unaware state where
consciousness is based on the ego. Being also of this so-called higher level of
consciousness, we are presently experiencing our lower levels of consciousness,
in actuality; we are presently expressing our whole self.
This is not easy to comprehend. To be truly
aware, one must also be aware of one's own unaware states of consciousness, I
feel this is what we are experiencing at present in the word around us.
How many consciousnesses will the present truly
awaken? One-step at a time and take each step as a process as opposed to an
absolute be and end all. This now brings us to love and light as one of these
steps in our awakening process.
Love and Light
If I used love
and light in some of the beyond human realities I have experienced, I am 110% sure,
I would not be here right now. Consider this, how long would a person last,
preaching love and light, in apart of the world dominated by extremists? The
answer is obvious, not long, also considering my own experiences, love and
light is obviously not the ultimate be and end all answer. To be honest, love
and light is about control, this is because love and light basically destroys
everything else in its path but only if used incorrectly.
Within a true
process of awakening, love and light is used to quell all other states of
consciousness that are limiting, however, if love and light is used as a be and
end all, rather than apart of an awakening process, it becomes but another
limitation.
Once you get past
the perceptions of love and light, you only then realise that the feelings of
love and light is only a tiny part of the awakening process. Only then do you
realise there is no be and end all, ultimate/absolute answer.
After 40+ years
of awakening myself, love and light is but a tiny part of the awakening
process, it's wise not to treat anything in this process as being a be and end
all. It is also wise not to limit yourself in an unlimited consciousness. The
trick is; you are only able to comprehend this when you go beyond love and light,
only the ego in control perceives a be and end all, it is wise to be aware of
this.
Even balance,
which is brought about by neutralising extremes or opposites, is not a be and
end all. It certainly is not an answer for extremes to stay extreme so it is
not the ultimate/absolute answer for there is not one, not for the whole self.
It is obvious
that many of us are using love and light as a be and end all. Being that a true
sense of love and light is destructive to hate and dark for example, which is
likened to switching a light on in a dark room, light and love is controlling.
Anything controlling is limited within its controlling domain. Domain of course
relates to a particular sort of environment, not the whole environment as in
the whole self!!
I at no time did
I try to be controlling in these realities I found myself in that were beyond
human realities. All I did is release myself of the natural control of these
environments upon myself, this is all. No truly aware consciousness wants to
harm any part of another consciousness in anyway; actually, this becomes
impossible to do in this state.
Yes, my ego mind
wants to change our world, but my divine mind is aware that one should not do
this in a controlling way. The reason for this is simple, once we express
control, we are only expressive of the ego mind, this is why the ego mind has
many western minds tricked into thinking control is the answer.
However, the
divine mind releases its ego mind from control, from the limitations that
control creates for all expressions of control relate to limitations, the ego
mind.
