Written by Mathew Naismith
Within a reality obviously controlled by
the ego, the order of the day is going to be self-deception, this is because
the ego in control naturally creates self-deception through simply being
itself, it's self only of what serves itself. Most often what doesn't serve the
controlling ego is often deemed negative or toxic and most often ostracized, within
this, self-deception of the existence of what doesn't serve our egos is ignored
or destroyed, usually something deemed as negative by the ego.
Yes, even an empath, a person who has the ability to perceive the mental or
emotional state of another individual, is expressive of pure ego when feeling bad
or toxic vibrations. It might not be their own ego they are feeling but its
still ego, an ego that separates one from the other. What ego wants to be a
part of a toxic vibration? A consciousness less expressive of the ego doesn't
have this problem of feeling toxic vibrations, for in this state no other
vibration is of serving the ego.
I
became aware of this years ego, that all I was doing is serving the ego when,
on a continuous basis, I would intuitively experience unbecoming experiences
from other people and their experiences. Don't get me wrong here; the ego has a
part to play when we intuitively are made aware of certain circumstances,
however, what a lot of us do is allow the ego to take control to serve itself
through deception. The deception is to deem all that doesn't serve our own egos
as negative and/or toxic, this is to separate our egos from anything that
doesn't serve our egos desires. How many different and separate spiritual
groups are formed today to simply separate the ego from what isn't serving the
ego? The ego is simply feeding off itself to serve itself through other like
minded people.
Now,
what will be the immediate reaction of an ego of self-serving and
self-deception be in regards to the truth here? People like me are simply
deemed toxic only because we have told the truth, the last thing a self-serving
ego desires is the truth in how it actually is. This is why a self-serving ego
is self-deceptive; the ego denounces any truth that doesn't directly serve the
ego!!
I
have had people, who are supposed to be in the know, ask me why I become
involved in things that are not of my own, basically, becoming involved in the
environment around me that is not of my own vibrations. People like me are
simply not controlled by the ego, in saying this, I have observed my own ego in
action to the point of an ego in control, the difference is, being aware of
this. It's all to do with being aware of when the ego is in control, which
isn't easy, especially when the ego becomes self-deceptive to the point of
becoming aware of only what serves itself.
People
like me couldn't think of anything more destructive than to separate ourselves
from what isn't of our own vibrations, to do so would be more of this ego
controlled reality, not less. Yes, even a deemed toxic person like me are asked
to join these groups in person. I simply make an appearance now and again.
Destruction
can only exist within a reality that is separated by various vibrations, try
being destructive in a reality where all is one, not of one kind of vibration but
the embracement of all vibrations as simply vibrations period. What a
lot of us seem to not understand or even comprehend, is it's the separation of
vibrations that causes destruction and the creation of bad, negative or even
toxic vibrations. It's within this separation of energy that causes one energy
to become destructive to what another energy has created. You can't destroy
energy itself, only of what energy creates. Energy in motion is ego so anything
that energy creates is of the ego. Destruction simply relates to an ego in
control, and yes, this includes energy sources like the sun.
More
and more people are becoming more of an ego controlled reality, not less. The
trick is, to be aware of the ego in control, of course this seems virtually
impossible when the ego in control is self-deceptive to the bitter end. It's
simply all about awareness; of course a true sense of awareness takes a lot of
truth to be acknowledged, which is the last thing the ego desires. Simply being
aware of this can help a great deal in overcoming our, the egos, created
dilemmas. Yes, even in India
In
deception while ignoring the negatives, of course the world is improving, this
within itself is obvious in the ego self-serving itself. To be excessively
positive is self-deceptive which goes right along with the present created
reality!!
All
that is needed is truth within our awareness, not deception within our
awareness........
