A Personal Touch

 

Written by Mathew Naismith

How often are people believed to be what other people are representative of, meaning, how often are people deemed to be of what other people are expressive of physically and/or mentally?

I was left with a fully dislocated elbow from the age of six years old, you could imagine the damage this caused as I was growing up. Today, my shoulder is actually weaker than my elbow, which means the damage was not localised to the elbow. By the time I was thirteen years old, the damage was set in concrete, in other words the damage was exacerbated, made a lot worse. At times it feels like a red hot poker being driven into my arm and run up and down the arm. Believe it or not, I don't take physical pain killers and I still worked in jobs able people thought too hard to do. When I worked in a national park, I physically fit footballer had a hard time keeping up with me carting wet gravel stone up a steep hill while building steps.

Because I have extracted myself from abuse, be it physical and/or mental, I am supposed to be hateful. I can in all honesty say I don't hate anyone that is abusive, hate is simply a total waste of energy. The part of my family that are still abusive today have had to make themselves believe I hate them. People do extract themselves away from things they don't hate or despise, however, truly hateful people will think you have to hate to extract yourself away from abuse. Make no mistake, purposely lying and deceiving is as abusive as psychical abuse, if not more so in certain circumstances, look at how the world is presently being abused through lies and deception in relation to covid!! How many people today mistakenly hate an abusive reality like this? Really, don't waste your energy like this.

Do people like me feel like a victim when subjected to so much abuse? Knowing of physical abuse/neglect, mental abuse such as lying and deceiving is as abusive as physical abuse, the trick is not to feel like the victim. When I extracted myself from family abuse, and it did feel like an actual extraction at first, my family members had to believe I hated as well. It is like they have had to tell themselves this and yes, this is self-abusive. Do they truly hate or despise me? The answer is clearly no, but they have lied to themselves that I do, they felt they had to. Yes, even an abusive consciousness will feel it has to be hated when their own abuse is rejected. People desiring the existence of lies is of abuse within itself, particularly self-abusive.

Make no mistake, mental extraction can create feelings of hate. The reason for this is that we have been put in a situation of extraction we didn't desire to extract ourselves from. How many spiritually aware people today hate or despise the present reality? It is not just to do with the abuse, it is to do with being put into a situation of extraction. No, I don't hate certain family members due to my own extraction from certain family members ongoing abuse, but realise that the true abusers have to think this is the case. To even make yourself believe that other people hate you when they don't is of abuse. My family members don't really hate me, they simply desire this to be the case, in other words they have lied and deceived themselves and yes, abused themselves. Sadly, it is endless unless one awakens to abuse, especially self-abuse of acting the victim.

This leads us to the collective abuse and abused.

“Poor me, I am stuck in this reality of endless abuse.”Does this sound like a person acting the victim?

Even when actually victimised, never feel like the victim, instead feel like it is a situation to learn from instead of suffering from. No, I don't sound like a hateful person but certain members of my family desire to believe this. A hateful person often feels victimised so avoid feeling like a victim and yes, extracting yourself away from hateful people will add to these people feeling even more like a victim. As I seemingly know, due to obviously learning from my experiences instead of suffering from my experiences, acting the victim in relation to your family or human collective can lead to exasperating hate. Certain family members obviously feel victimised due to my extraction from the ongoing family abuse and yes, this has exasperated the hate in the family only because they still today act the victim while actually being the victimiser, not just onto other people but to themselves in particular. Look at how humans often see themselves as victims of nature!!

An Exceedingly Vulnerable State

 

Written By Mathew Naismith

Experiencing three dimensional human consciousness is exceedingly vulnerable to other sources of existing consciousnesses, especially a consciousness that is malign in nature. To counteract or protect human consciousness from this vulnerability, religion or spiritual practices are implemented or instilled in human consciousness to help neutralise any consciousness of harmful intent. People like me are so lucky that we can go into a seemingly different state of utter harmony virtually at will. Imagine for one moment if I stayed within a conscious state of western atheism, the likelihood of me being influenced by a malign consciousness was evident.

Now I am not talking about a consciousness that presents itself as being of a devil, knowing how deceptive and misleading this consciousness can be. To the vulnerable, this consciousness is often seen as all controlling and powerful, no other conscious state comes close to it. Knowing that this consciousness has to use other conscious states to be seen as all controlling and powerful, always to conscious states that are vulnerable to it's influence, this malign state of consciousness is really quite powerless within itself. All it's energy is obtained from other sources, unlike benign sources of energy that produce it's own energy. Yes, that is right, the malign energy comes from other sources of energy vulnerable to this malign state of consciousness, it is not within itself all controlling and powerful, this consciousness has to feed off of other more meek forms of consciousness to even exist.

Think of it like this, can communism exist without powerfully and overwhelmingly taking full control of it's main energy source, it's people? This often takes keeping a people in fear, which everyone today should relate to. What is a globalists main source of energy? A monitory system that is extracted from a vulnerable and easily controlled consciousness. There is no real control or power in extracting energy off of vulnerable sources of energy, especially when this energy is benign, but that is exactly the source of energy the malign consciousness has to feed off of to exist as it presently does today.

People like me keep in touch, not just of what is consciously harmonious but what is also disharmonious to a certain degree. Very recently, I was presented with a consciousness that has no remorse, feeling of love, ethics, kindness, etc, it was a consciousness of utter detachment from the benign. Again this should sound familiar due to the malign separating itself from any source of energy that is benign in nature, while obtaining all it's energy from this vulnerable benign source. No, benign sources of energy that have kept in touch with itself, it's own regenerating source of energy, is not vulnerable to the malign, in fact quite the opposite as I will give an example of.

This malign consciousness that was presented to me, which this consciousness thought it presented itself to me, was a representation of the present consciousness controlling and feeding off of human consciousnesses. This consciousness feels invulnerable and yes, as this consciousness deludes other vulnerable consciousness, it also deludes itself, there is little real control and power in feeding off of the vulnerable. All I did was neutralise this consciousness in a very interesting way.

Silver is neutralising and a healing source of energy, at no time is silver a destructive source of energy or at no time should silver be used as such, the rebounding affects are serious if used in this fashion. All I did was consciously insert silver within this consciousness and this malign consciousness simply became neutralised, in the process disabling this consciousness from feeding off of other sources of energy. Make no mistake, this kind of energy is utterly vulnerable to any energy source it is unable to feed off of. Also, at no time did I desire to destroy this energy, simply neutralise it's ability to feed from other sources of energy. Remember, the desire to destroy an opposing energy is of being of the same energy you wish to destroy!!

Think of all physical energy sources as being primarily of consciousness, this will help in using physical energy. Everything physical you experience and are aware of in a three dimensional reality is minute to what this physical reality was created from, yes, the physical representation of consciousness takes up space and time, but is minute in relation to consciousness. A pure state of consciousness takes up no space or is governed by time, think on this, is a pure state of consciousness taking up space or governed by time therefore limited by space and time? Think of a infinite source of energy, an energy that is infinite in energy because it is not governed by limitations. The malign consciousness relies completely on consciousnesses governed by space and time, now take yourself away from this governing space and time perception. This act on it's own makes the malign consciousness exceptionally vulnerable to the influences of the benign. If on top of this we use psychical energy as if it was a conscious form of energy, the malign would have no hope in being controlling and all powerful over human consciousness.

Being physically fit or not, a consciousness subjected to a certain degree of stress will fall ill. It is the continuous high frequency of stress that causes illnesses even in physically fit people. To avoid this one must learn to remove one's consciousness from this stress. what this means is one becomes healthy, not just physically fit. My doctor of many years agreed with me, often physically fit people who fall seriously ill will consciously fall apart, become consciously ill. People into primarily being psychically fit often believe being physically fit is the same as being healthy, it is not. This is like removing oneself consciously away from a consciousness being endlessly subjected to the malign. The more we subject our own consciousness to this malign, the more of the maligns abuse we are subjected to, even to the point of becoming malign ourselves. Yes, we may have physical security but do we have conscious security!! Conscious security is at times avoiding being used and abused by the malign by taking your consciousness out of the maligns conscious influence.

I know what I have written here may seem all a little too far fetched for a lot of people, like a lot of what I write does, just try to look at everything as being consciousness instead of just physical, this is a good start for a truly healthy existence. Also, realise that we are in a vulnerable state when we primarily limit consciousness to space and time, a finite existence. When a consciousnesses perceives primarily of finite existence, we see that we have something to lose so are then too easily influenced by a consciousness of fear. There is nothing to lose in a state of the infinite consciousness, for the infinite is not governed by limiting factors, just stay true to the infinite while simply experiencing the finite, while remembering you don't have to become what you experience!!

Spiritual Awareness

 

Written by Mathew Naismith

Yes, once again I have woken out of a healthy sleep, around 2:30 AM, and I have a great need to write on the subject of what is presently going on in the world.

Presently there is so much going on, the human collective consciousness is expressing huge amounts of motion, most often in the absence of self-observation. Some of my own dreams have been long and exceptionally vivid as has my insights and visions. No, what is presently occurring seems not good but as my dreams, insights and visions have expressed, what seems presently bad can create an opposite effect in a huge way. It comes down to cause and effect, where a cause has created an effect not perceived or considered by participators.

It is wise to be aware that being spiritually aware is not about expressing less motion and only being of observation, being spirituality aware is the ability to observe your own participation. If you are of 3^rd dimensional physical existence, you are of participation even if you are not aware of this or in observation of this. Yes, expressing less motion is important but what is more important is observing your own participation. Spiritual awareness is of a balance between observation and participation, not of the complete lack of observing your participation while in obvious motion. Yes, learning or becoming aware of motionlessness is important to learn to become an observer, but this is not what makes one spiritually aware, observing your own participation is.

Is motion or violence negative, bad or wrong? The observer or participator actually states the same thing, where the observer of the participator states quite the opposite in certain circumstances. The sun is one of the most violent entities in our solar system, especially when in full motion, is the sun negative, bad and wrong? No, so why is our own motions of violence often judged to be the case no matter what? We even judge our own participation in a negative way in relation to being spiritually aware!! If we start learning from our own violence instead of suffering from from this violence, the human collective consciousness will never again go down the path we are presently observing and experiencing. Some time ago I had a vision that we will never go down this path again, once we learn from our own motions, today, well known people are saying the same thing.

The observer is incapable of motion, this means while in participation, but not aware or accepting of your own participation, you could not eat, drink or participate in your own motion of keeping yourself healthy. Being fit is learning to become an observer but being healthy is learning to honesty observe your own participation. As what has recently personally occurred around me, a person physically fit saw themselves, as other people did, as being healthy. As soon as they were diagnosed with terminal cancer and given a certain time to live, they psychologically fell apart and died far sooner than they should have. Yes, a healthy person will live longer to what is predicted, but a person only physically fit will not!!

What I am saying is our observer self represents out fitness and our participating self represents our over all health, but only if we are honest in observation of our participation. Yes, by all means focus on observing but not in the absence of participating in what we are observing. In other words allow yourself to participate in what you are observing in the absence of judging your own participation as being negative, bad or wrong in relation to being spirituality aware. Yes, learn to become less of motion, but not in the absence of motion. Become fit while at the same time staying healthy while in obvious motion/participation.

As of always, balance is the key as moderation in what we do is and no, moderation is not of one replacing the other, as the observer replacing the participator and motionlessness replacing motion, it is all of one entity no matter what we desire, really!!

A Seemingly Stronger Consciousness

 

Written by Mathew Naismith

I have been participating a lot recently, even participating in the absence of being aware of my own observation of my participation. In science, participant observation is where scientists interact with what is being studied, in other words being a subjective participant without losing the ability to observe. In observation bias is expressed which can give a false perspective of what is being observed, so to avoid this you become interactive with the participants of what is being observed without losing the ability to observe.

This works a little differently spiritually, in that even in participation in the absence of observation of participation, you are still being observed. It matters not if you are aware that you are in observation or not, the act of observation is still in progress. In scientific observation there is only the awareness of scientific observation, this is the small picture, the big picture is perceived spiritually, where a far more aware consciousness beyond most scientific evaluations and acceptance is in observation. In my own mind it would be silly to discount that a far more aware and wiser consciousness is not in observation of our own participation.

Look at it like this, are ants or insects aware of our observation of them when not in participation with them? Only in the act of participation of the observer do you realise you are being observed so yes, in every way we are just like ants or insects when unaware of being observed. Spirituality gives us an idea of being observed, in the process giving us a perception of a bigger picture than that of our own observation. Many of us have simply made the mistake that we are the observers of participation, in the process are quite unaware we are ourselves being observed.

So the question is now, what kind of subjective observation are we under?

Subjective: Taking place within the mind and modified by individual bias.

Imagine for a moment an observer with a bias intent, what will eventuate from this action of bias, especially if the observer is malign, of self-gratifying harmful intent?

When I observe my own participation, a certain degree of bias is present, however, when I participate in the absence of my own observation of participation, this bias is no longer present. You experience first hand what other participants are experiencing. In the awareness of observation you do interact differently.

How many people are aware of a malign observation of human participation? Of course this malign consciousness is not just in observation either but in full participation, as we are certainly observing and experiencing today. So many people are under this kind of observation of participation. Look at how the authorities are wanting to observe every move you make, in the process participate in how to influence you in how you participate right inline with the malign consciousness.

It is really important not to condemn those most influenced by this kind of consciousness. If you are made unaware, how is one to know? While in full participation without becoming what I am participating in, I observed that it is too easy to stray from being decent to being indecent, in other words being benign to being malign.

Yes, the malign consciousness makes itself out to be the stronger more controlling consciousness, in the process easily manipulating people away from being benign, a seemingly meek consciousness. The benign is not meek, in fact the benign is resilient to malign observational participation without being duped into being destructively controlling. In actuality, being duped into being malign is exceptionally meek within itself, so the meek inheriting the Earth seems like the malign!! No, the perceived meek, the benign, shall inherit the Earth. There is certainly nothing meek in people staying true to virtues of the benign while under the full influence of observational and partition of the malign.

Yes, the malign is this influential through it's controlling ways that all seems to be at the mercy of the malign. Now, when I simply observe, it is the malign that is truly at the mercy of the benign, just because the benign is not controlling, doesn't mean the benign is not present and in full observation. It is within the realisation of this observation that people will free themselves from the malign. It is simply of the awareness of being observed by the benign that will influence how participators of observation react to being also observed by the benign. As I often state, many are simply lost within their own creation, of being observed by the malign. Take no notice of how people are manipulated in being of the malign, going astray from being decent, for this observing malign consciousness is highly deceptive and manipulative.

It is really strange because it looks as though the malign is shooting itself in the foot, in other words being self-destructive even though the malign is unaware of this. The malign is all about deception, even and probably more deceptive unto itself. As the malign seems to be growing in strength in it's control, material wealth and observation, the truly benign also become more resilient. It is the most unintelligent move a so-called intelligence can enact upon the benign. In a real show of strength, the malign should be overseeing the benign, interestingly quite the opposite is occurring.

I know that the Freemasons seem to be recent, but the root core of Freemasons consciousness goes way back in ancient times. It would seem when the pharaohs stopped overseeing the benign, is when the Freemasons root core consciousness stopped overseeing the benign. The pharaohs themselves saw themselves as Gods, the all seeing eye, and become the persecutors of the benign instead of the overseers of the benign. What multinational today does not see themselves as some kind of demigod or actual God like? Take away their servants, their commodities, what are they? They are nothing without their servants, their human commodities, they owe their own existence to who they see as simply a commodity. Did the pharaohs end up treating their servants as simply a commodity when they really owed their own existence to these servants? I believe this to have occurred as early as the fourth dynasty.

Yes, the benign is of servitude, but servitude to a consciousness that appreciates this servitude instead of depreciates this servitude of the benign. In the end this depreciation of the benign will come down around their ears, in other words their world will end up destroying itself from within, leaving the benign to begin a new age in the absence of being ungratefully subservient to the malign. I think a lot of the benign know this to be true.

Switching Back On Consciousness

 

Written by Mathew Naismith

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cs-5eMNXP-I

I think Lorie speaks more of actual truth than she even actually knows. Whatever consciousness you are in tune with is not of the past or future, it is of the present even though this consciousness being channelled or connected to is of a dead persons consciousness of the past. Try to keep this in mind while watching the video. As you can't destroy energy, you can't destroy consciousness.

“Now this is interesting.

My wife practices in a therapeutic treatment called Emmett, a treatment for switching back on points that have been switched off by trauma, for example, a muscle that has been switched off through an injury can be switched back on. Even when a tear in a muscle has healed, the muscle itself at times needs to be switched back on to work effectively.

Have our cells or the collective human consciousness been switched off through centuries of trauma?

Imagine for a moment switching back on our own switched off cells or consciousness. Now imagine switching back on the collective consciousness!!”

It is funny, I am experiencing two quite different realities at present, one of the observer of participation, the other of the participator. I don't always observe my own participation which is within itself an interesting observation. You must allow circumstances to naturally evolve within a reality primarily of participation, yes, this takes one not to observe their own participation, only of observing other people's participation but only while within participation. Yes, the observer can hinder and even stop natural occurrences from occurring to evolve, switching on our consciousness again is but one of these occurrences.

The collective human consciousness is simply switched off due to endless trauma over many centuries. Look at the people who have switch off or retracted into a reality away from the main environmental reality of endless trauma, in the process switched off from consciously evolving further. When a muscle switches off, it is in protective mode to stop further trauma, the collective consciousness is no different. Many of us have switched off, look at how many people only focus on the positives while allowing the negatives free range. How does the eastern mind work? By working on it's weaknesses, while the western mind works on it's strengths, of course the strengths being the positives and the weakness being the negatives. You must also realise that the eastern mind does not see weaknesses as a negative either, they are simply something to focus on to strengthen.

People like me are not meant to be observers only, we are meant to be participators as well, at times in the absence of observation. It is within the participation within a reality of participation that consciousness will evolve. What seems to have occurred is many of us have totally switched off from being an observer altogether. The problem with being an observer for a participator is that you become more aware of trauma, not less, you can even feel more trauma in this state so what does our consciousness do? It switches off and only focuses on it's strengths. A consciousness in this state will not properly evolve, as a traumatised muscle switched off won't!!

I know, what I express a lot of times is not of the main narratives of mainstream thinking, but don't you think it is about time we consciously evolved even further? Yes, realities of participation are traumatising for the ego but if you switch off the traumatising part of consciousness, is this really going to help? Really, try and look at trauma through the eyes of the eastern mind that is in all of us, this certainly helps.

This is funny, I still have Academia trying to entice me over even though I am obviously not academic, simply a free thinker and observer.

One Guru

 

Written by Mathew Naismith

An interesting reply to my last post, An Awakening – Guru.

“Gurukulam was a precinct of holiness and great prestige, its rituals were never easy, the Guru not only taught but was equally adept at making pupil/shisya unlearn what was obstructive and destructive.

We have bigger places of schooling now but far fewer modes of instruction.”

My reply

“This is why people like me don't just follow our own wisdom, become our own guru, wisdom abounds in every culture. They say to become your own guru and stop learning from other gurus, when it is the same guru!! When you stop learning and unlearning from THE guru, you never truly become A guru, this is but of a desired truth.

There is one God with many variants of that one God, as there is only one guru with many variants of that one guru, mythology teaches us this. There is therefore only one wisdom with many variants of that one wisdom. Being your own guru while ignoring all other forms of wisdom is not of wisdom. I do appreciate people like you Titus, really.”

While experiencing a different reality, two large dogs are having a disagreement of differentiated perspectives. It is a consciousnesses differences that create conflicts. There is no way you would on your own try to separate these two large dogs, within this kind of 3^rd dimensional reality.

The dogs are separated by being in some kind of force field at the same time separating these two dogs through a kind of levitation. The levitation is perceived through the consciousness enacted here. Without uttering a word, the energy separating these dogs allows the two dogs to understand they are in actuality of one consciousness. It is within the enacted energy of one that creates quite a different perception therefore reality for these two dogs.

This may sound ridiculous and even delusional to a three dimensional mind of differentiated perceptions, which must be expected, but to a mind of one energy it is not. You see you don't just use your own energy, your guru, you use energy period as though it is one. “So you don't follow the proven wisdom of an external guru, to simply follow your own created guru.” It is the same guru people, be it of external or internal consciousness. Yes, go within but not in the absence or even in disdain of what represents external wisdom, the proven guru. So you really think the external and internal consciousness or self is separated, too different to be of the same!! The separation of consciousness is simply perceived, in turn creating a reality based on desired truths rather than actual truths.

In relation to the dogs, it was of one communication, it was not of a separate external source of energy communicating to the dogs to stop their altercation of differences, it was of simultaneous communication between all three energies. What was interesting is that not a word or sound was uttered.

So how do you change a world going down a destructive path?

You treat it as one energy flow, knowing that at every turn a consciousness of separation will do anything not to become as one energy. It all comes down to what this consciousness of separation desires, this is why at present in particular this energy of separation is trying to stop the actual truth being told. Yes, it may seem it is trying to unite energy but it is not, quite the opposite. The differences between the elite owning everything to the masses owning nothing is not of uniting energy to start with.

An Awakening - Guru!!

 

Written by Mathew Naismith

You may ask how can this be an awakening, when inhumanity and not humanity has infiltrated humanity as a whole to undermine the values of humanity. To put it another way, love and light was supposed to do exactly what hate and dark has done, infiltrate humanity to it's core structure, in the process create a much harmonious loving reality.

So you may ask what went wrong!!

Nothing went wrong, the inhumanity that has been plaguing humanity for centuries has now exposed or revealed itself to all of humanity and inhumanity. I observed this very dark infiltration occurring and unfolding for many years now, into every crevice of humanity, including consciousnesses of love and light, the humanity within humanity.

Not being directly involved in love and light or hate and dark, one could observe what was occurring without being drawn into becoming a participant. A lot of spiritually aware people can do this, simply observe, even in relation to their own beliefs and practices, you know this when they avoid judging what is or is not negative or positive. How many people of said love and light mislead other people for their own purposes. Usually these same people were preaching other people to stay away from gurus, often people of proven wisdom, but at the same time act as of a guru. I follow people's proven wisdom as I do my own, in other words I follow other people's and my own proven wisdom, the guru. You will however find that it is of the same wisdom, with an exception, often we become too much of a participant instead of an observer of our own perceived wisdom. Also, often our egos inflate our own wisdom, in other words our wisdom becomes of desired truths instead of actual truths.

It is like this woke, where only desired truths are accepted while denouncing proven actual truths. The denouncement of other people's wisdom through this woke and the infiltration of the dark of the light, is not of proven wisdom. Often these people will talk in negatives and positives, the light against the dark. Light, actual truth, is never in opposition to the dark, as the dark, of desired truths, through it's desired truth is never in actuality in opposition to the light. The dark desires to believe this and infiltrate the light to believe this as well, as it has clearly done.

A true sense of love and light, the humanity within humanity, is all about actual truths in the absence of desired truths. Desired truths simply come to fruition through participation, even of your own wisdom. Gurus have to often watch for this when they are of a guru, to avoid participating in their own wisdom, to simply observe wisdom, a wisdom that is not just of their own. This means you never become your own guru as is often taught by so many people, you simply become the guru, a person of proven wisdom.

Yes I know, this kind of actual truth is often seen negative and toxic to the participator but this is expected. It makes sense as the participator is often of desired truths and the observer of actual truths.

Look people, I know it feels good to follow what is of desired truths but this is the dark's (inhumanities) infiltration of the light (humanity). It is meant to feel that it is of good positive vibrations but try to remember, we are indeed in the age of false prophets, where false consciousness therefore false feelings resides in.

All I can say now is to follow true wisdom, a true reflection of the guru, within this you will be fine, if not in this life I am sure your soul will thank you for this effort. Be kind and thoughtful to your soul.