Written by Mathew Naismith
A state of separation simply means a lack
of unity, where any energy fields or entities are not working together as one
but as separate entities of energy. The reason for this separation is interesting
and bewildering. Interesting but also bewildering in that we still today
express a sense of separation and even division. Separation is simply an
acknowledgement that there is a difference in energy fields. Division goes
further; it's the labelling to individualise energy fields into their separate
groups such as coloured people and white people, one culture from another and
so on.
Let's go further with division. I am
materially wealthy person, your not, I am therefore positive, good and right,
you are therefore negative, bad and wrong. I am a spiritual person, you are a
materialist, I am therefore a positive, good, and right person, your obviously
not. Separation is simply an acknowledgment of a difference between obvious
differences, while at the same time knowing you are of the same species. How
many people divide other people into a lesser species? Multinationals certainly
don't treat the average common person as being of the same species as them, how
many spiritually aware people do the same? "You are far more negative
compared to me." As soon as we separate ourselves like this is when we
create divisions, the division of separate energy fields or entities. The
controlling ego simply desires to be of something greater so it just doesn't
separate energy fields, it divides them.
I feel like a fraud at times. I often talk
about an awareness beyond 3rd dimensional aspects, while at the same time being
more of a 3rd dimensional entity than anything else that I speak of. I don't
try to be anything that I am not of within the very present even if this takes
a certain amount of being unaware. I am simply content in being within and
experiencing the present consciousness no matter how unaware it is.
Yes, I am aware of certain aspects beyond 3rd dimensional aspects but I don't
try to excel in this. I really do live within the very present consciousness
the way it is, at the same time being aware that we are a part of something
more. Being aware that we are something more shouldn't mean we are positive,
therefore good and right, and everything compared to this is negative,
therefore bad and wrong, but it most often does to a lot of people. How bad and
wrong is materialism to a lot of people, therefore negative?
I look at it this way for me, only a
controlling ego desires to be more than what it is within the present, the
present being that the collective consciousness is not as aware as it could be.
How many people are content in existing in the present like this? I don't
divide myself from the present collective consciousness,
while at the same time being aware that there is a separation between the
present collective consciousness's awareness and other forms of awareness
beyond 3rd dimensional aspects. I simply don't perceive some higher
consciousness as being positive, good and right compared to our present
collective consciousness, I simply can't. Yes, like anyone else I did at times
think like this, that some higher consciousness is some kind of separate entity
to our present consciousness.
I was told from an early age not to read or
study up on certain subjects. The reason for this was not clear at the time,
only latter on in my life did it become clear. Everything you become aware of
or experience conditions you to a certain way of existing and perceiving. How
many subjects are based on separation and division? Noticing a difference in
energy fields is simply an observation of separate energy fields. Dividing
energy fields often takes labels like negative and positive, bad and good,
wrong and right, etc. Try observing a difference in energy fields, especially
to your own, without judging a negative or positive for starters. This is
virtually impossible while the ego is in control of us. Of course the ego
doesn't have to be in control of us, we can simply release ourselves of the
control of the ego. How many people say about taking control of the ego instead
of simply releasing ourselves of the egos control? Simply let go as everything
else is to do with divisions, in actuality the controlling ego wants you to try
to control it. To take control of anything takes the separation and division of
energy fields, otherwise how would control be implemented upon another separate
energy field!!
Within a state of only observing a
difference of separate energy fields, as opposed to participating in dividing
energy fields, you are unable to control anything. Now, how scary is this going
to be to an ego in control? It's like being expressive of fewer fixations to
conditions in the presence of a consciousness fixated to conditions; the
reaction isn't going to be favourable. How do most atheists act in the presence
of a person preaching their religious faith and visa-versa? Because human
consciousness is conditioned to separation and division, any other kind of
awareness that seems to be of some kind of higher realm will create more
division at first, not less division.
Try this in your dreams, let go of 3rd
dimensional desires, attachments and perceptions and see what occurs. Have a
feeling of letting go of everything especially of being controlling and of
being controlled. Simply have a feeling of letting go of your life long
conditioned conditions. Our dream state is simply a gateway to other dimensions
and realities but only if we are willing to let go of 3rd dimensional aspects. I
don't do this a lot myself as I simply have no desire to do so, even when it
feels so good to let go like this. With me, it's not about me feeling good or
not, it's about experiencing the present no matter what the present is judged
to be.
Taking control through separation and
division is simply a sign that the ego is in control, not you in the absence of a
controlling ego. Once you experience a state of the absence of control,
separation and division, you will never again desire to take control of
anything. However, if you have to take control, try not to take control to
avoid taking control, accept taking control when the need arrises. Yes, you
even allow the controlling ego to be controlling, knowing you can release
yourself at any time from this control. This present reality is a prime example
of how we have let the ego become controlling, however, we have simply forgotten
how to release ourselves from this kind of conscious reality of control,
separation and division.