Written by Mathew Naismith
I am as I do.
The garment shown here is a new
acquisition of mine, it is an eastern dress garment as of a western dress suite. No, have not warn it at
this stage. As I do so as I am, meaning, I live as I think as the way
we all think depicts the way we live, in my case outside the square
of what my immediate environments depicts. No, I am not woke or
transgender, simply a person who is not governed to live and think in
accordance with the present immediate environment.
Funny though, being brought up in a
country environment you would think that I would do and think in
accordance with a country style environment, but I don't, obviously.
It is probably why I saw through western atheism, which is very
different to eastern atheism, being that western atheism to me is of
thinking within a particular square only. From a young age, thinking
in such a limited way was just not going to occur. “So it does not
exist unless proven to exist, which also means that under western
atheist doctrines DNA did not exist until it was scientifically
proven to exist, as of many things!!” I was never going to think
therefore live by these limited standards.
I don't watch main steam media (MSM). I
was recently in a situation that I watched MSM, I could not imagine
subjecting my mind to such limiting factors on a regular basis. The
influence of never ending lust and desires depicted on MSM to start
with is of thinking within this square of lust and desires, now add
violence, psychological manipulation and disinformation on a never
ending massive scale. Yes, this means thinking within a particular
square under these various influences is going to lead to a distorted
mindset, of course anyone who is conditioned to think therefore live
within a particular square like this is going to see anything outside
of this square being of a distorted mindset.
So while living in a particular square,
everything outside this square is going to seem distorted, while
people who live outside the square see everything inside the square
as being distorted in one way or another!! So which mindset is truly
distorted? It truly depends on the mindset at hand, however, the
ability to think outside the square leads to a mindset based more on
honesty than of a mindset living within the square, in all honesty.
To me, living within the square, whatever square that may be, is
living a lie, leading to this kind of mentality seeing everything
living outside the square living a lie. We have all done this to one
extent or another while living within a particular square of
influence.
In the western square of influence, men
wearing so-called dresses and skirts or anything remotely deemed
feminine is not masculine therefore is deemed to be a distortion of
the masculine energy, in truth though the opposite is true. The
English had a hard time subduing kilt wearing Scots, the middle
eastern people are not easily subdued either!! Apart from this, the
feminine energy actually enhanced the more constructive qualities of
masculine energy. Take the yin energy out of yang energy, what are
you left with? People living in a square that is distorted beyond
recognition.
Today's woke moment is all about the
masculine energy dominating the feminine energy. Sports is a prime
example of this, where males, the masculine energy, are allowed to
dominate the feminine energy and not just in sports. Today's woke
moment is not just about taking one energy of influence out of
another energy, it is about neutralising these balancing energies
period. Imagine dispelling night energy, which balances out day
energy, which doing this would destroy many existing life forms. The
woke movement is seemingly of this degree of destructive of energy,
which is, in all honesty, of what energy? Primarily of the masculine
energy that is not balanced by another energy, feminine energy.
If you live in a square of the present
western woke movement of feminine energy domination and undermining,
everything outside of this square is going to seem a wrong way to
live, this is of the same mentality with a male, in a masculine
dominated reality, living outside of a certain masculine energy
criteria, even though it seem to be the opposite. If you go outside
these squares we often fixate our lives to, the woke movement becomes a
lie because it is of so many distortions in so many ways. So I am
woke or transgender because I am conformable to dress more femininely
than the average western male!!
My dress code, as of my mind set, is
not seemingly dominated by the masculine energy nor this woke
movement, I am not sure what square I am of if any. Are people like
me actually living, to one degree or another, outside of all these
squares we often find we live by no matter how distorted they are?
To come to realisation that we live
within a square of lies therefore distortion, I think one has to look
from a perspective outside of the square, otherwise we are not going
to realise the lie we live by, which comes to reason. You can't come
to reason and start living the truth instead of a lie unless you are
able to observe yourself in an unbiased way. Once you learn to
observe rather than just participate in life, the ability to look
from outside of these squares we fixate our lives to is more likely.
In all honesty, the western woke movement is all about participation
in the absence of observation, otherwise they would see that the
feminine energy is actually being seriously undermined. Look at how
aggressive and dominating they can be, which is of what energy?
Living outside the square has not been
an easy road to tread, especially when one is of telling the truth in
an honest open way. My dress code is simply an expression of open
honest living and yes, I have always lived in this way, which made it
interesting when I lived in a small country town. Never expect, when
living outside of these squares that so many people have become
fixated to, that living an open honest life will be easy. It was
never going to be easy to live outside of these squares within a
reality fixated to these squares, in all honesty. I was never going
to live a lie and state that I am not male because I dress outside
the criteria of a western masculine energy dominated reality.
It is not an easy road to tread,
looking from outside of these squares inwards and expressing this
honestly, but to me this is far better than living within a square of
lies, domination and distortions as many people are doing it would
seem.
I think what is occurring in the world
at present is awakening a lot of people, leading to many of us
living outside of these squares of lies and distortions. Time will
tell if this is enough to overcome what seems like a reality
primarily influenced by endless distortions. No matter what occurs
though, just stay true to yourself and forever live outside these
squares.