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Showing posts with label consciousness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label consciousness. Show all posts

Saturday 2 January 2021

Manifested Reality!!

 

Written by Mathew Naismith

I would like to say that the following is but from my own perceptions, perspectives and experiences, at no time am I stating that the following is real for other consciousnesses that are governed by other perceptions, perspectives and experiences. Often a consciousness of one reality will be unable to adhere to perceptions, perspectives and even experiences from another reality. A good example of this is the belief in a God and within an opposing reality, the belief that there is no God, two different realities that at times express similar attributes. To disbelieve in a God firstly takes the belief in a God, to disbelieve in!!

Seen as I have already mentioned God, does God, this kind of consciousness, primarily represent a physical entity or a non-physical entity? Yes, often through religion God takes on a physical form, while this consciousness seems to be primarily non-physical.

What we perceive within this reality to be physical and what is seen as physical in other realities is quite different. Humans relate a physical reality to form and mass, not to motion and consciousness. A reality based on form and mass is actually less physical than a reality based on motion and consciousness. If you believe that a far more aware and wiser consciousness created this universe, did not this consciousness, of the absence of form and mass but of the presence of motion and consciousness, create a universe of form and mass?

It is the type of motion and consciousness that determines a reality, in our case a reality based on form and mass. Think on this, does not everything man creates firstly come from a reality of motion and consciousness, a mental abstract? As to disbelieve firstly takes a belief to disbelieve in, within the process a belief creating a disbelief. It is the same with motion and consciousness creating form and mass.

It is how it is done, not that it shouldn't be done!!

Motion and consciousness is far more of a physical aspectual reality than a physical reality of form and mass. Can form and mass create consciousness and motion? Many believe so without any evidence to how consciousness was developed in the first place. What if consciousness and motion within a timeless state always existed!! Of course we have an idea that form and mass didn't always exist due to form and mass being reliant on time, a starting point of creation. Motion and consciousness is not reliant on time to exist therefore a starting point of creation.

Yes, many people throughout human history have made reference to this consciousness and motion, predominantly calling this state not based on time but timelessness God. Think on this, why wouldn't you call this kind of state of consciousness and motion God, a consciousness and motion purely governed by an infinite eternal state of existence? Now, how is a consciousness primarily if not entirely based on form and mass going to be able to comprehend this state of existence? We are expecting a state of the finite comprehending a state of infinite!! It will be denied to the bitter end.

Now for the cruncher.

Should everything of this state of motion and consciousness become manifested within a reality based on form and mass? A reality based on form and mass is what it is, trying to turn this kind of reality into a reality based on motion and consciousness is of futility. The infinite does not belong within the same state as the finite, they are two very different states in that one creates the other, it does not replace the other, however, this state of the infinite of motion and consciousness can greatly enhance a reality of form and mass. At no time is the infinite supposed to replace the finite. This means that, for example, love and light is not supposed to replace hate and dark, but to simply enhance what is of love and light, in the process nullifying the effects that hate and dark have upon a reality based on form and mass. Yes, there is a great deal of love and light within realities of form and mass, it is just hate and dark are more active within this kind of reality. You see love and light often consciously becomes less motional therefore less active in realities of form and mass than hate and dark. It is not that we should become less of motion therefore less active but less expressive of motions based on hate and dark.

The question is not if we should become active within what we manifest, but how we become active in what we manifest!!

Wednesday 21 October 2020

The Light Has Returned

Written by Mathew Naismith


I don't want you to take what I am about to tell you in a literal sense or give you false hope, but the light within human consciousness seems to be returning. Each aware person will have their own idea of what this light relates to but the light overall represents enlightenment, an awareness beyond a lot of people's purposeful knowing.

The purpose was to keep human consciousness in the dark as much as possible, while allowing those of the dark to become aware of each other and their purposeful intentions. They all have a one goal in mind due to this dark consciousness being of the same consciousness. Yes, they are at their worse when they become known to each other, as of present. Make no mistake, as I have recently been given insight to after all these years, we are talking about one consciousness here of immense sinister scope. It is amazing what has been devouring, feeding off of, human consciousness all these centuries. Now it is interesting observing how this darkness reacts to being imbued with light.

I can't tell you all the details for there is no point to this, but what I can tell you is that if we are of this light in a real sense, not in a fake sense set up by this dark consciousness, we need not be concerned no matter what occurs around us. I should state here that I am not a religious person, simply a person who takes in to what is of awareness and wisdom in my own mind. Yes, we will feel for those that are being fed off of but the time for salvation is near, as it would seem. Make no mistake, the dark consciousness will as always try to delay this occurring but they can only delay the inevitable.

Now for the event.

As my readers will know, I told of a choice I had to make in my late teenage years in previous posts, a choice between an easy road of focused spirituality or a life lived by the average human consciousness. I of course chose the latter for the benefits to human consciousness and not just to my own consciousness as this is evident today. Yes, there are a lot of people out their that still don't know they are doing just this, but that will change.

On and off all through my life I experienced, through my so-called dreams, a dark consciousness visiting me late at night. As it turned out, this visitation depicts the environment of this dark consciousness upon human consciousness overall. As through my life in so many areas of my life, I have had to personally experience physically and/or mentally the besetment of trauma upon human consciousness overall by this dark consciousness. You could say it is part of the job criteria.

This dark energy is of molesting mentally and physically in anyway it can. Within this process of molestation, an energy is given off that this dark consciousness feeds off of. It is like in the process of creating andenochrome physically, but in this case an andenochrome fix is created spiritually, non-physically or mentally. Most people would freak out if they had any idea how many people have and are being subjected to this kind of mental andenochrome extraction. Yes, the present deliberate created fear, hysteria and paranoia is a part of this extraction so try to avoid being drawn into this. Also, try not to be coerced by this dark consciousness into child molestation, this type of coercion is very strong at present.

Now for the fun part, the enlightenment.

One other person and myself could here of the arrival of this dark consciousness so we tried to awaken the rest of the people in the house to this menace. Now I can't tell you if we were able to awaken the other people but as the dark consciousness appeared for extraction of andenochrome type energy, a bright clear light appeared behind me which the dark consciousness coward from in utter fear. What was visualised quite interestingly was the effects of light upon this dark disfigured human like figure. This did not occur but a visualisation of this light entering this dark form transformed this dark form into a far less disfigured figure to it's original state. The transformation was quite incredible, it was as if a huge weight of despair, fear and anguish was lifted from this dark figure that was no longer dark or disfigured. This dark figure had no idea of it's true self, it's true being, and as of anything unfamiliar and threatening of our familiarities, fear of the unfamiliarity of the light was evident to this dark figure.

I have experienced this fear from this dark consciousness before. They fear the light because this dark consciousness thinks it will no longer be able to sustain itself without feeding off of other energy sources in the way it does. Any threat to this way of existing is rebuffed in anyway possible.

Look at it this way, how many people of the light fear the darkness? The fear of becoming a part of this darkness in anyway is great in a lot of people, as the dark prefers it to be. Something to try to remember, the light never fears being a part of the dark even when immersed in darkness. I should state here that I do have a fear of the dark in one sense or another, which of course only feeds the dark. People like me must experience what human consciousness is going through to one extent or another. The purpose to this is to confront this dark consciousness on it's own ground, within it's own environment. Ever heard of changing things from within? It is always the best approach, in the process hopefully avoiding a prolonged conflictive wrangle.

The dark figure doesn't represent a singular consciousness but a collective consciousness of dark consciousness. The same goes with one other person and myself trying to awaken other people up and me confronting this figure face on. People like me represent a collective consciousness of awareness, enlightenment, as so many people do if they know it or not and no, you don't have to be aware spiritually to be of this light, just simply aware in your own way.

Is it alright and even safe when confronting these dark figures if the light comes from within you?

It is alright if the light comes from within you but it is much better if the light comes from the back of you either through you or directly from the back of you. Try to remember, the light represents awareness, enlightenment, no individual person is entirely of this degree of awareness as this kind of awareness is of a collective consciousness, not of an individual consciousness. The light coming from the back of you represents a collective consciousness but also a collective consciousness of great awareness. Human consciousness is not adapted to this degree of awareness, anyone who states otherwise has simply shown how unaware they are, not how aware they are.

This occurrence is quite significant as it shows the progression of the light, however, please don't take what I have stated here as being necessarily true, the last thing I need to do is give people false hope. Just visualise all this light behind you as this in particular represents a collective consciousness of light. This dark consciousness is not afraid of individual expressed light.

Yes, the awakening of this dark collective consciousness to it's truer form was astonishing to say the least, very invigorating.

Wednesday 23 September 2020

A Reformation of Consciousness


Written by Mathew Naismith

Now this is why this person is genuine.

About time, people telling how a reformation of consciousnesses will occur, very different to an extraction of one consciousness from another. Think of it like defragmenting a computer hard drive, where all the data slowing down and corrupting the hard drive, including the operating system, are reconfigured to run more smoothly, creating a much more harmonious reality experience. Yes, all the bad sectors are also dealt with, as in healed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ix1hDo9IEs

Ascension!! Ascension relates to moving upward. Well, I am not into up and down as I am not into positive and negative. A state of ascension to me is a state of awareness to a state of not so much awareness like ignorance, which is a deliberate created state of unawareness. Do people like me look down at an ant because it is not as aware of the environment as I am? No. Do people of positiveness often look down at negative people? Yes. Do people of the light do the same, look down at people of the dark? Let's be honest, quite often.

Looking down at anything of a lesser value is not of reformation but extraction, the separation of energy instead of the reemergence of energy. You can now see why so many people were and are into the extraction of certain consciousness instead of a reformation of consciousness, the separation of energy instead of the reemergence of energy. You see it is this separation of energy that causes fragmentation, like a computer hard drive, where once adjoining data were together but are now a part. You could so easily relate this to human consciousness separating itself from the divine consciousness!!

Lorie speaks of ascension because this is what a lot of people relate to where people like me don't. This is probably why most people don't relate to people like me. As I have noticed, I seem to relate more to the eastern mind in all of us rather that the western mind, my audience often depicts this. Lorie actually uses both the western and eastern mind in stating (west) ascension while also relating to the (east)reformation of energy. Yes, extraction is very much of the western mind, even in people of the east.

A reformation of energy relates to a healing process to do with practices like Yoga or Taoism, not like in surgery where we have extractions of diseased parts of the body. Once you have a diseased part of the body that can't be reformed, this is meant to be, of course this is where western extraction comes into it's own. Yes, even extraction has it's place while remembering too much extraction causes unnecessary misery.

Do we reform human consciousness or do we extract our more aware consciousness from human consciousness?

Reform refers to a change for the better as a result of correcting abuses. This extrication of one energy from another is simply of abuse of energy. Imagine reforming this energy where no extraction is needed or warranted, it is like avoiding invasive surgery is it not? However, when it gets to the point where the reformation of consciousness is no longer viable, an extraction occurs. You could look at when a person's life is over, an extraction of consciousness occurs from an energy source no longer able to retain consciousness, this is very different to forcibly extracting consciousness from the body due to violence.

The eastern mind seemingly sees reformation before extraction, as the western mind seemingly sees extraction before reformation, simply something to be aware of. Actually, death is simply of a reformation process, a very eastern mind set!!

Sunday 19 July 2020

The Resurrection of Humanity


Written by Mathew Naismith


The darker it gets, the lighter the light shines. In other words, in a reality of ignorance (dark), consciousnesses becomes more aware of awareness (light) as light shines the best where ignorance resides.

What makes humans human, is it it's physical stature or it's consciousness? Physically, if an alien from a far off galaxy came to Earth and had the physical stature of a human being, they are therefore classified as being human!!

Human form obviously does not classify one being human, however, the consciousness of the being does if it is of humanity and of human form.

Humanity = The quality of being humane. The quality of being human.

Inhumanity = The quality of lacking compassion or consideration for others. An act of atrocious cruelty.

The quality of humanity is of being a humane human, where consciousness is of humane human virtues. Inhumanity of course relates to a different consciousness, even though this consciousness resides in human form. Often this kind of consciousness residing in human form will depict that all men are inherently evil,where we are born evil. This is likened to one of the atheists doctrines that we are all born atheistic, while totally ignoring cognition, the psychological result of perception, learning and reasoning. In other words ignoring learned behaviour where we learn to be believe and disbelieve.

There is a distinct similarity between conscious perceptions that man is inherently evil and we are all born atheistic, both perceptions ignore a real reality for a desired reality to start with. Is this why today's science seems to be based on profiteering science instead of real science, where with real science profits comes after science and is not governed by profits like profiteering science? Is this why there is so much fraud in today's science!!

The resurrection of humanity is actually to do with being aware of the difference of consciousnesses between a consciousness of humanity and inhumanity. This is likened to a wolf wearing a sheep's clothing (fleece), where the form depicts a sheep but the consciousness under the fleece depicts a wolf on the prowl. Just because a form looks and acts like a human, doesn't make it of human consciousness!! The best way to pray on human consciousness is to depict an image of a human while having the consciousness of something of sinister intent, like the wolf. If you look back on human history, human consciousness has been prayed upon so often, this does not make human consciousness sinister, just a victim of a consciousness that is sinister in nature.

This kind of awareness is often depicted as an ascension, where human consciousness becomes of a new heightened awareness where ignorance (darkness) cannot reside. In reality, human consciousness just becomes aware that it is not inherently evil and of humanity while not being of inhumanity. It is impossible for human consciousness to be of a consciousness of inhumanity, a consciousness of inhumanity is an entirely different consciousness of sinister intent. Yes, there are many wolfs in sheep clothing in past and present human existence, this consciousness is not human, of humanity by nature.

Resurrection = A revival from inactivity and disuse.

What this means in relation the human consciousness, is that a resurrection of human consciousness (humanity) simply means being more active humanly in the absence of inhumanity. This is not an ascension but simply a realisation of what it really means being human. We need to reclassify what makes us human and inhuman. Just because a person looks like a human, does not necessarily make looking like a human a human of humanity.

This section of the post is not for everyone if you are not into facing this sinister inhuman consciousness down. To come face to face with this consciousness takes a lot of conditioning away from control. It is not that you just don't allow yourself the be controlled, you don't try to take control either. You just are within what is truly of what human consciousness is. Also, I am going to make reference to the antediluvian period, primarily it's consciousness.

A visionary depiction of a human like exceptionally sinister entity feasting upon human flesh in an attic.

The feasting upon human flesh just doesn't represent satanist paedophilia rituals, but a feasting upon human consciousness. As the attic represents, an infiltration of human consciousness, which is being devoured in the representation of the depiction of the human flesh. The obvious sinister entity represents a consciousness infiltrating and devouring human consciousness and actual human flesh. Most people are quite unaware of this but are also unaware of supporting this kind of consciousness. So many people have been coerced and blackmailed in becoming a part of this consciousness.

What if I said to you that human consciousness itself is of a pure sense of consciousness. Most people would laugh at me while looking back in human history.

Lemuria and Atlanta where once of a human consciousness that represented human consciousness in it's purest form. This is a representation of a benign consciousness not infiltrated and feasted upon by an opposing malign consciousness of inhumanity, a consciousness that often infiltrates to then feast upon vulnerable consciousness.

So why was this human benign consciousness fallible and vulnerable to malign consciousness?

Are children often fallible and vulnerable to external sources? Human consciousness was simply of infancy, a state of a newly formed fresh growth. How easy is it to damage new plant growth? This was human consciousness. Like with children, some children have to learn the hard way no matter how much guidance you give them, this is today's present human consciousnesses. Look at the guiding wisdom in human history, it has been bountiful, so we can't ever say that human consciousness was not guided away from learning the hard way.

It is noted that Atlantis ended up being infiltrated consciously to then become physically what this infiltrating sinister consciousness represented, very much like what is occurring right now. Because the Lemurian consciousness was of infancy, it was most vulnerable. Yes, Lemurian consciousness was protected but it was obvious that even the Lumerian consciousness, human consciousness, had to also learn the hard way.

Imagine for one moment a consciousness in the absence of inhumanity. I kid you not, this is human consciousness in it's purest form. So what is the difference to then and now? Maturity, but like with people, not everyone grows up or more precisely, becomes wise within their awareness. You could say that a lot of people are still at an adolescent stage, where guidance is often refuted, however, maturity in consciousness is evident. It is this maturity that will hopefully see human consciousness come through it's own created reality of being endlessly feasted upon by inhumanity.


Tuesday 23 June 2020

Purest Form of Conscious Energy



Written by Mathew Naismith

Nothing comes close to this form of energy, an energy that pure that anything within this energies environment is instantly transformed.

A lot of people who abuse energy brutely in physical reality can even be transformed within this pure form of energy (PFCE), in all honest truth, the most abusive energy in existence is receptive to this energy. Many people may think that the sinister nature of various people in the world is close to the most sinister consciousness in existence. What is ever sinister in this physical reality, is 1000 times more sinister in a conscious reality way beyond anything sinister in this physical reality. What this means is that people who think they are going to be at the top of the pile of this sinister consciousness, are actually going to be at the bottom of the pile. And yes, this is eternal unlike the temporary or finite in relation to physical reality. Their souls are in for a huge shock.

So could this pure form of energy go into the most sinister conscious energy in existence and transform it?

The more correct question is, can the most sinister form of energy go into this pure form of energy and transform this energy? The answer is empathically no, for ignorance cannot exist within the same environment as awareness, but awareness, as we are seeing at present, can exist within the same environment as ignorance. Well, sort of.

This sinister consciousness is always at war with it's opposite, but the opposite is never at war with sinister consciousness, it doesn't have to be to dispel sinister consciousness. As it is, the more ignorant a consciousness becomes, the more sinister it becomes. The opposite is true too. The more aware a consciousness becomes, the more of this pure form of conscious energy consciousness becomes. Awareness often humbles itself to ignorance, but ignorance never humbles itself to awareness, it is simply unable to for this sinister consciousness is unable to exist within the same environment as this pure consciousness energy.

Pure conscious energy is simply an energy that is not tainted by ignorance, as sister conscious energy is tainted by ignorance. So you can see why this sinister consciousness has to keep a consciousness in ignorance. Anyone who has delved into the misinformation of governments and main media around the world in recent times, will realise the extent of this ignorance, this sinister consciousness in the world. It is exceptionally prevalent because most people are kept unaware to serve something they have little awareness of. Even by keeping quiet you are serving this sinister consciousness. You are told to stay away from the negatives to manifest a positive reality of light and love. If you are aware of what is presently going on, you will realise this has worked for creating a more darker sinister reality. If a more purer form of conscious energy was expressed, nothing sinister could exist or at least you would see a diminishing of this dark energy but quite the opposite is presently occurring.

Try to remember, the more aware you become, the more of this pure form of conscious energy you become. If you were a part of this pure energy, no amount of negative energy could stop you from becoming aware even while surrounded by this dark energy. This sinister dark energy is simply an energy of pure ignorance, it cannot exist within a reality of awareness, especially within a consciousness of the purest form of conscious energy.

I should add that people like myself are focused more on the health of the soul, the infinite, rather than the human self, the finite. It is a collective consciousnesses at work trying to guide lost souls, after experiencing trauma, to the light. The light being awareness instead of ignorance, the dark. This is why people like me have to stay aware even at cost to the finite self. Just being aware of , for example, the plight of sexually and Satanist abused children, helps these souls find the light. When a traumatised person like this dies, they feel separated from everything, very alone and vulnerable. Within this state, even these souls can end up in a very sinister reality. No, you don't have to be sinister yourself to end up in this state often refereed to as hell by a lot of people, all your soul has to do is feel lost and separated. All we have to do is be aware of their plight and show an understanding of their plight, within this these souls feel whole again, it is this simple.


Thursday 30 April 2020

To Think Less or Not!!



Written by Mathew Naismith

To think less or not is indeed the question it would seem today. I am bewildered, as it seems we have learnt very little considering the vast array of knowledge we have at hand.

What if I told you that it has nothing to do with how little you think, but more in how you think!! Think on this, did Buddha, through his enlightenment, stop thinking? You don’t stop thinking in an enlightened state, you simply think differently. As science has proven, even in a deep state of meditation the brain is still active, be it different parts of the brain become active while other parts of the brain become inactive. Actually, consciousness becomes even more active due to how aware a consciousness becomes in an enlightened state. Consciousness literally glows in this state.

In an enlightened state our brain becomes less active due to awareness, an awareness that our own egos cause our own suffering and misery. You will notice that within an enlightened state, the whole body (aura) lights up which means consciousness lights up. Consciousness becomes more active, not less active, even though the brain becomes less active overall. You could say that you are lighting up a consciousness through enlightenment to become more active on a consciousness level, not less active.

Yes, it seems you are thinking less in an enlightened state only because you are thinking differently to an ego controlled mind. Less of your brain is active, yes, but the parts of the brain that become active become a lot more active!! You are not actually thinking less but thinking differently in the absence of an ego controlled mind. Stop thinking in volume, that less of the brain is active, think how aware or active parts of your brain have become.

So if you are thinking in positives and negative, love and hate, good and bad, wrong and right, black and white, etc, is this of a less thinking mind? No, even desiring to feel love all the time is of a thinking mind instead of an active mind. Don’t get me wrong here, love lightens up consciousness but it must be in the absence of what you desire. A true sense of love, a love in the absence of a controlling ego, is based on awareness. The more aware you become, the more love you will experience without desiring this experience.     

Active mind: A mind in the absence of a controlling ego, an enlightened mind. 

Thinking mind: A mind in the presence of a controlling ego, an unenlightened mind. 

It is not the quantity of numbers that will make the difference, it is the quality of numbers that will make the difference!! Simply, enlightenment is about thinking in less of volume, quantity, space, time, etc, and more of thinking in the absence of.

Thinking in how less or more the mind is thinking, is thinking in line with a controlling ego, this is quantity. Quality is thinking how active and alight consciousness has become. Just by simply imagining that your consciousness is far more active and alight will make a difference in the way you think. Yes, an enlightened consciousness doesn’t think, it is simply aware but the mind reflects this by becoming more active, not less of thinking!!

Think in quality, not in quantity.

Sunday 26 April 2020

The Extraction of Fear from Consciousness



Written by Mathew Naismith

“Wise words indeed Heather, as I try to also live by.

Living by there are no mistakes, only lessons, as there are no negatives, only positives.

Living by mistakes therefore negatives is simply of not learning, suffering for the ego by the ego.

Living by lessons therefore positives is simply of learning, enjoyment for the ego by the ego.

I once again awoke in the early hours of the morning to write.  Your post is in line with what I am about to write about and funny enough the first post I read.”


I do seem to have some bright and wise friends, people who are not in fear of being open minded and direct in their own way.

The extraction of fear from consciousness, a consciousness that has been conditioned to fear for many years, a fear that is anything but of openness and directness. This consciousness is becoming known by many as the Deep Dark State that has plagued man for so long now. This is a state of consciousness that doesn’t learn from its mistakes but prefer to suffer from its mistakes. Yes, this consciousness actually prefers to suffer from its mistakes than learn form it’s mistakes in a literal sense. The process of learning that leads to awareness is mightily shunned by this consciousness.

Being open minded and direct, this is instead of being closed minded and indirect, in my own way is not always received too well by today consciousness. You would think being opened minded and direct, as opposed to being closed minded and indirect, would be accepted but its not. You must allow a consciousness to evolve through its own processes, in our case gradually evolving from a state of closed mindedness and indirectness to a state of open mindedness and directness. In another words evolving from a state of suffering from our mistakes to a state of learning from our mistakes. Covid-19 is a perfect example of a consciousness still suffering from its mistakes in a number of ways.

I look at it this way. To bring people out of the darkness one must do this gradually, of course to do this one must play up to the ego of the darkness to get the ego to come from the dark into the light, there is no other way if you go down this path. The light must be more appealing to the light than the dark. This means awareness (fearlessness) must be more desirable than ignorance (fear) in regards to the ego. Have you noticed the more aware you become, the less fearful you become? This also means becoming fearlessly aware of the Deep Dark State, not ignoring this state to stay positive!!

People like me are not subtle in the way we express our open mindedness and directness, we are not meant to be as of other people are suppose to be subtle in their approach within their open mindedness and directness. We simply can’t play up to the ego in any sense as many other people are guided to do, this is not our path. Our path is governed by the absence of playing up to the ego. Both paths are of the light, of awareness and wisdom. As their will be no one whatsoever incarcerated in a reality of light, there will be no further need to play up to the ego to coach the ego away from the dark. In other words coach a consciousness out from its own incarceration!!

Today, COVID-19 is being used to incarcerate people, healthy people at that, that should be allowed to build up the human collective immune system. Would a dark entity want you to become immune? No, it would want you to still suffer and not learn from your mistakes. Yes, immunity always comes at a cost; better this than being of some kind of dark ignorant consciousness. 

One more thing, don’t mistaken awareness for judgment. You will express what you become aware of. To many people of judgment, this will seem like judgment when it is simply an expression of awareness. In the process of becoming aware you will become aware of many more things, but in the end all of what you have become aware of will be seen as one thing, be it negative or positive. Only in the darkness, ignorance, can one truly be judgmental of all things. Of course in ignorance one never learns from their mistakes, in the process creating a Deep Dark State of consciousness, a consciousness where mistakes are deliberately never learnt!!     

Friday 14 February 2020

A Consciousness of One



Written by Mathew Naismith

A strange situation, especially considering the circumstances in the world today, an ego that feels sorry for multinationals with all their material wealth and power. To me, it is a good sign that my ego doesn’t envy this kind of consciousness, but also doesn’t look at this kind of consciousness as being negative either.

I don’t myself look at open honest truth as being negative, quite the opposite. Yes, we may not like other truths but this shouldn’t make other truths opposing our own truths negative, but of course the tricky ego will state otherwise.  It is wise, in my mind, to be aware of this.

As I have experienced firsthand many times over, western material atheists obviously think that everything outside of their desired truths is garbage, even when supported by science, in other words a negative. How many new age spiritually aware people do the same, where so much today is negative (garbage) outside  of their own desired truths?  

So the dawn of the new age consciousness is all about everything outside of desired truths is negative (garbage)!!  For thousands of years we have not evolved from this kind of consciousness, in truth, in my mind, enhanced this kind of consciousness instead.

Yes, it is quite understandable that everything else outside of my own desired truths is a negative as this is going to make my own ego understandably feel good. All that is left is my own desired truths; of course the ego is going to desire more of this and nothing else. All else becomes garbage to be disposed of in any way. To be perfectly honest, this kind of consciousness is escalating out of control.  

A consciousness of one doesn’t, or more exactly can’t, separate one energy source from the other for a more desired energy source. All energy without exception literally becomes as one, not separated by what is and isn’t negative or positive by the ego. Multinationals are simply seen as a consciousness lost within their own material creation. Make no mistake, if the desire of the ego becomes paramount, this is material. Yes, multinationals will no doubt carry on with their materialism after their physical demise. The soul can simply become conditioned to materialism, in the process separating one energy source from the other. In my own mind, a soul conditioned to immaterialism can’t separate energy like this, instead judges an obvious honest difference in the absence of critically judging a negative. In the process creating a union of energy without exception or of what is desired.    

Friday 24 January 2020

Anna Haize My Dearest



Written by Mathew Naismith

A strange heading, especially considering that I don't know an Anna Haize.

Well, what I am talking about here is from a dream I had last night, where I sang a slow country melodic song to an elderly lady who was crippled from a hard life lived. This ladies name was Anna Haize and the song went sort of like this, "My dearest Anna Haize, how lovely you are, my dearest Anna Haize. You are my darling, my love, my dearest Anna Haize. Life has been hard on you but my love for you is never ending my dear, my dearest Anna Haize. Yes my lovely, you are loved beyond what words can say, my dearest Anna Haize. And so on it went.

When I was singing this song, I held this frail lady in my arms while I levitated and started doing a slow waltz around the eating area of a retirement home. When I first picked up Anna cradled in my arms, the rest of the people in the eating area were in shock and worried. I then started to sing to Anna while in a slow levitated waltz; there was not a dry eye in the room in the end.

Because of Anna's condition, Anna was always in a rigid position. Anna simply melted more and more in my arms as I sang Anna's song to her while doing a slow levitated waltz. At the end of the song and waltz, Anna just simply went into a restful deep sleep within my arms, a sleep she hadn't experienced for some years.

As it is, I have always had a soft spot for people who have legitimately had a hard time of it. When I was working with disabled people, my consideration and care was obvious. When I was asked to dump the disabled to start up another workshop for able bodied people, my consideration and care was greatly diminished, in fact I left that job before the workshop was up and running.  

When I was a healer in ancient Egypt in another life, the underprivileged, mainly the slaves, got my attention. This did not go down well with the privileged as the privileged at all times should come before the underprivileged, as the privileged often think even today. I could never remember doing this in this ancient Egyptian life as a healer. To me it was who was next in line, not that the privileged were always a head of the line. I also looked at the privileged as being also underprivileged, primarily because of their high and mighty stance. The abusers in my mind are as underprivileged as the underprivileged they abuse if not more so, this stance of mine today has not changed.

I look upon human conscious today as a whole as an Anna Haize, a crippled up consciousness, a consciousness that has had a very hard time of it, be it of their own making. As it is, a lost consciousness lost within their own creation, even though this consciousness is unaware of this, is of Anna Haize. This consciousness is worth my attention even though it will fight against me all the way, unlike Anna Haize, my dearest.

It is often mistakenly thought that dreaming relates to over thinking. Yes, this can be the case but most often dreams relate to the energy around you, this is why certain dreams can be foretelling. Last night I had a lot of levitating dreams, more than usual, Anna Haize was one of a number of vivid levitating dreams I experienced last night.           

Saturday 17 August 2019

A Truly Beautiful Moment



Written by Mathew Naismith

If you are not a fan of Sadhguru, reading the rest of this post might not be for you. As I said to a person who is the owner of a group called Spiritual Peaceful Society On Earth on MeWe, "In certain circumstances I can drift into another consciousness. This is like when I use to be able to feel what a perpetrator and the victim of a perpetrator were feeling and thinking while a crime was being committed. In this case, this was beautiful.'     

In this case while watching a video by Sadhguru on the topic of awarding childless women, I became one with a consciousness of a sense of true oneness. I am not talking about talking about oneness, while at the same time not being one with all not of my own. I am talking about a true sense of oneness, where one person's child is of your own and visa-versa. You can go on from this which the consciousness I experienced did just that.

Where one person's child is of your own denotes; that all of what is, is of you as you are of it in the absence of division, but in the presence of union. Instead of, you are black, I am white, or, you are negative, I am positive, you have, you are me as I am of you. The perception of God or of a creative consciousness gives many people the awareness that we are of one source, no matter what our material (physical) differences and material creators might be. The immaterial, no matter what we call it, is what units us as what is material divides us.

I once had an interaction with an Australian aboriginal who had very little to do with white people. He lived in a part of the country where very few white people lived. These people had very little respect or time for white people. After a while, this bloke (man) stated to me that he couldn't believe I was white for two reasons. I treated this bloke like any other bloke, not like what most white people do; treat black people as inferior to whites. Also, being spiritually minded in the way I was, was likened to the spirituality of the Australian aboriginal, all is of you as you are of it. White people lost their spirituality long ago as they lost their connection to Earth and the universe as a whole.


I need not say more in this circumstance.

Thursday 1 August 2019

Preordained Consciousness



Written by Mathew Naismith

Preordained in relation to consciousness simply means that the will of a consciousness is already written, planed out, however, like a house plan, for example, what a consciousness experiences can be changed. If changed in line with finite existence, existences determined by time, motion and space, the change implemented is often inline with the environment. This means the environment determines in how the plan is rewritten or drawn, however, if a consciousness is conditioned to an unlimited infinite consciousness, the plan can be changed in infinite ways thus creating freewill. To me, as it is important to have so-called negatives and positives in a finite reality, it is important to have a balanced consciousness of the finite and the infinite.

This post was actually prompted by a person of the name of Chris. This is not the same person I have recently been in interaction with. It would seem that Chris realises that the questions we often ask are only inline with a consciousness conditioned to the finite, a consciousness often limited by time, space and motion. Why are so many consciousnesses also of the infinite uncomfortable of people who are primarily expressive of a finite consciousness? Materials and atheist are an example of this, where an imbalance of the finite overshadows the infinite, often leading to the perception of the non-existence of the infinite (God). The following that I wrote in reply to Chris will hopefully lead to a better understanding of what I am stating here.                   

Chris, everything is preordained (written), this means that the answers often depicts the questions asked by a consciousness conditioned to the finite. By asking so many questions created by the finite, the answers that the infinite can give are either misconstrued, ignored, often deliberately ignored in accordance with desires/bias, or the answers are incoherent or non-existent to a consciousness conditioned to the finite only.

Often, if the answers are not inline with what is expected or desired, they are dismissed in some way and in anyway possible. Materialist scientists and often atheists make this fundamental mistake, not just by asking too many questions but questions primarily based on the finite and the desires/bias the finite existences create.

I get the same from new age spiritually aware people. These people often ignore the negatives to be positive, thus allowing the negatives plenty of space to flourish in. Their biases/desires determine what they only become aware of, very simular to materialists and atheists.

Has the collective consciousness become mentally disorientated or imbalanced? Excessive abuse of energy is a sure sign a consciousness is not mentally balanced. How abusive to energy are mentally ill people? Now, how abusive to energy is a consciousness going to be when asking numerous questions primarily based on the finite? You get what we have today, why? Because the balance of the infinite and the finite is by no questions imbalanced.

I was brought up as a hardline atheist, I have been aware from my teens, I am now in my fifties, that the perception of God, the infinite, helps give us that balance. How many people today desire to take this balance away? Now, how imbalanced has the collective human consciousness become?

Today, I will only tolerate obvious bias to a certain extent.

By the way, just because everything is preordained, doesn't mean we, as a infinite consciousness, don't have freewill. Infinite means no limitations, no limitations of not having freewill. To state categorically that we don't have freewill, is a limitation, a consciousness conditioned to the infinite (God) doesn't work like this.

I really hope this helps. Try to let go of the conditions of perceptions based on time, space, motion, therefore finite. The perception of an infinite consciousness such as God has helped a lot of people keep a balance between the finite and the infinite. There are of course other ways to do this as well, anything that gives you an awareness beyond the perceptions of the finite thus helping to balance out consciousness with the infinite.

Sunday 28 July 2019

Going Beyond Time Based Perceptions



Written by Mathew Naismith

Once you are able to perceive beyond time based realities therefore consciousness, having a discussion with people, whose consciousness is only of time based realities, about life as a whole becomes quite difficult or awkward. Should you expect to have a reasonable discussion with an atheist or a scientist conditioned only to time based realities, consciousness? Time limits our consciousness to only part of life as a whole, so discussing life as a whole, which includes realities and consciousness beyond time, is going to be difficult in some way at times. When you realise this, having a discussion with other people about life as a whole becomes a lot easier. At no time expect a consciousness, conditioned only to time based perceptions and perspectives, to comprehend what you are trying to relay to them.  

The discussion continues.......
        
Man naturally bases his perceptions and perspectives on bias, often in line with his desires, this is also of natural law in regards to bias and desires. Natural law isn't just to do with 100% pure, natural law is to do with everything natural, as it is natural for a bias consciousness to perceive everything around it in a certain way, often inline with its desires or conditioning. You seem to desire that natural law is only to do with 100% pure, or in this case 100% truth, a huge mistake in my mind.

I would prefer 5% honest truth, a truth in the absence of bias, to 100% truth based primarily on bias and desires. This is the big difference between you and me. Another big difference is that natural law to me isn't based on 100% pure only. There are deep sea fish that will deceptively lure their pray to their death. As of bias and desire that naturally creates human deception, so it is of creatures of nature. It is as natural to be of deception as it is to be of truth. The laws of oneness don't deceptively separate one from the other, just because one is desired to be 100% pure and the other not.

What you seem to be totally ignoring is a state of timelessness, where all of what is, is only in the present. Reason is only effective in time, not timelessness xxxxxxxx, therefore there is freewill, the will to choose which scenario one will experience, however, no matter what the scenario is, it is already written as the Koran points to.

As there are states of time and timelessness, there are states of freewill and states in the absence of freewill. You can't ignore or throw away yin in favour of yang, in other words ignore an undesired in favour of a desired 100%......

You can't also base natural law just on the material world or environment as a whole, no matter how natural the material world proves your points. You seem to be only basing your points purely on time, the material world. The material world around us doesn't prove too much of the immaterial, as it is of natural law that one can't be in the presence of the other, for one would neutralise the other. However, one is never not of the other!!

We exist in different worlds, but worlds not disconnected from or in opposition to each other, we really need to leave it at that xxxxxxxx.

OK, look at it like this in relation to freewill. Our motion is determined by our environment, this means our will is always determined by our environment, giving us a perception that we don't have freewill. Now, imagine that you are not a separate entity to your environment, no matter what the environment is. This is how Yogis, shamans and alike can influence their environment, they become aware that their environment is who they are, it is all of one entity making real choices, not separate entities influencing your choices. The external environment is seen as your internal environment as well, no matter what we desire our own separate environment to be of. I have lost count how many spiritually aware people describe their external environment being separate or different to their internal environment.  

If you perceive you are separate to your environment, that the environment you are experiencing is a separate entity to you, your choice is made up for you, giving a perception that you don't have freewill. If you think that you are a separate entity to your environment, yes, there is no freewill. 

So many so-called spiritually aware people today make this fundamental mistake, that they are a separate entity to their environment, often in line with their desires/bias. I have lost count how many people are trying to escape their present environment, or, refuse to become aware that they are their environment, even of environments they are unaware of. 

It comes down to this xxxxxxxx, you have to be aware of when to move on from a discussion and when to continue a discussion. 

You are not getting it xxxxxxxx, either not willing to get it or unable to become aware of where I am coming from. Yogis, shamans and alike are able to become apart of any environment, either that be of a past, present or future. When everything is of the present, destiny has no influence upon you, but you have an influence upon destiny, however, when you are influenced by all the laws you mention, destiny influences you. The laws you so often refer to limit consciousness to certain variables, however, a consciousness not governed by time therefore destiny is of infinite variables.  

"Can you give me an example of an action that is based on my freewill at any moment? An example like: I want coffee or tea now, do I have freewill? Do I have a choice?"

You still want me to produce material examples based, not just primarily on time but purely on time!!  Forget about time, destiny, past and future and all the so-called natural laws xxxxxxxx, and then come back to me. All that you are referring to time and time again is a consciousness purely based on time. Unless you can make reference to a consciousness beyond time based realities, this discussion is only a one sided discussion, as it always has been. I am actually showing you a great deal of patience, more than you could imagine. No yogi or shaman would continually become involved in a one sided discussion like this, especially with the same person over and over again on the exact same topics.

Do you have any idea how frustrating it is when after how long you still want me to produce examples purely based on time? I am either failing you or you are failing yourself, failing to go beyond time based reality!! As I stated before, once you can perceive past time based realities, come back to me, not before xxxxxxxx. 

Saturday 29 June 2019

This Is What I Am Seeing



Written by Mathew Naismith

Yes, how many different and numerous desires are out there at present, from materialism to spirituality? So which ones should control and replace all other desires? Of course the answer is my desire should....!!

What we desire the reality to be at present and in the future, is often in contradiction to the natural cycles at play. Basically, our desires represent the small picture and natural cycles depict the big picture. It is natural for a consciousness that lives in ignorance, especially in deliberate ignorance, to be destructive and chaotic in the absence of love. This simply depicts the abuse of energy. 

In saying this, it is also natural for a consciousness that is aware to be constructive and harmonious in the presence of love. Within this, one works in harmony with all energy, be it perceived as negative or positive. Certainly not in deliberate ignorance of one undesired energy in favour of a desired energy.

Even though there are a lot of people still primarily focusing on their own desires, probably more so than ever in human history, there are a lot of people who are aware how to work in harmony with all energies in the absence of bias (desire). I predict the next evolutionary human conscious cycle will be of working in harmony with all energy. Often at the end of each cycle, parts of the next cycle are present at the end of the previous cycle.

Yes, we often desire positive energy to negative energy, which is like and in line with separating parts of consciousness we desire to be of, while discarding parts of consciousness we don't desire to be of. The division of consciousness simply serves to control and replace undesired through domination of the desired. This doesn't sound too much like the next predicted cycle that human consciousness is suppose to evolve into. Look at how Iran and Russia are being singled out, deliberately separated from the rest of the world controlled and dominated by lustful desiring people. I think if Russia in particular can hold out against such lustful desires, evil if you like, the next evolutionary cycle of human consciousness will occur.

We often look at Russia as being evil, when they are not the one's trying to dominate the rest of the world based purely on self-serving lustful desires. So it is less evil allowing the people of Yemen to be purposely starved to death, or, allowing the harsh persecution of Palestinians under a Zionist controlled regime. I find it far more evil when people deliberately ignore the negatives in the world to become and stay positive, especially to simply fulfil their desires.

We will in the end enter into the next cycle, be it at a much later date in time it would seem.

Tuesday 25 June 2019

Awareness, Full Stop



Written by Mathew Naismith

 “The key to growth is the introduction of higher dimensions of consciousness into our awareness.” Lao Tzu.

“Let us not look back in anger, nor forward in fear, but around in awareness.” James Thurber

Here I was with a secondary lung infection trying to keep house still. I was physically impaired but still highly spiritually unimpaired/heightened. This is what you get when you don't base your positive attitude on the absence of negatives. I could have become totally physically undone through simply being unaware, nothing to do with positive or negative energies. People like yourself make people aware, which has nothing to do with the endless battle between negative and positive energies. People like you are more important to the people than they know, at present.

The above was in reply to the concerns of a good internet friend of mine in relation to my present physical health, Carolynne Melnyk.

Don't underestimate what awareness not in the absence of ignorance can create. Only a fool living within their own ignorance will state that awareness is of the absence of ignorance, for to state so is of ignorance!!

What is awareness in the absence of the ignorance of unawareness? What are you aware of, awareness or awareness and ignorance? If I was to say, "Only can I be aware of awareness for to be aware is in the absence of unawareness/ignorance, is this of awareness when in deliberate ignorance of unawareness?" As to be truly positive, being aware isn't of the ignorance of unawareness but an awareness of all without bias or desire.

How many souls at present are experiencing a lesser aware state?

It is often thought today, to change the world, we must lead by example, this means primarily focusing on oneself to change the world around us to the same manner as ourselves. The rest of the world will simply follow by our example. Of course to lead is to control.

The small pictorial view is, to improve on yourself, lead by example to what you desire everyone else's pictorial view to be like. The big pictorial view is, to influence those who want to be influenced, leaving all other people's own pictorial views alone. The big picture shows me that all is worthy, as our own souls obviously think being less aware is as worthy as being more aware. My own recent unawareness in relation to my own physical health gave me more awareness, for to learn from suffering is wiser than to still suffer from suffering.

How many centuries of control has the collective human consciousness endured, where a person or groups of people lead by example?  The continuing trend of consciousness is to lead by example, in the process influencing others to follow your own depiction in what you desire the world around you should be like. To do this of course is in deliberate ignorance to anyone else's pictorial view. It is as if all journeys are to be of the same, which to me takes a huge amount of control of other people's views and desires to do, very simular to what the multinationals are presently doing. It is the same old consciousness expressed in a slightly different way, as, being positive takes to be in deliberate ignorance to the negatives. How many multinationals are deliberately ignorant to what they are doing?

The people who want to lead by example simply want to control their environment; this is instead of simply experiencing their present environment.

Simply experiencing an environment doesn't mean you can't try to influence this environment. Often an environment will call out for change or act in a certain way that will lead to change on its own accord, often unaware of what the environment is leading to. If you are unable to influence the environment, let it go, for to control how other people's pictorial view should be like, is a continuation of a consciousness that refuses to evolve any further.

If you are simply aware, not just of a desired awareness, the present environment is calling for change, not by taking control but by its own accord within its own deliberate ignorance. As one cycle will naturally lead to another cycle, especially without being under control, so will human consciousness. At the end of each cycle, a little of what is of the next cycle becomes a part of ending cycle, thus influencing the present cycle to enter the new cycle.

As a baby comes closer to its next cycle of birth, how much is the unborn baby changing form is influenced by the next cycle? This is without controlling the unborn baby by leading the baby down a certain path, for example, the mother takes drugs, so does the baby!! Has the mother the right to influence the baby away from drugs by not taking drugs? The mother is simply taking away the influence of the control of drugs, not influencing the unborn baby to its own kind of intoxication. Why then influence other people to our own way of life by leading by example through control?  The drugs the mother takes is of control. Not taking drugs is releasing the baby from the control of drugs, thus allowing the baby to live within its own pictorial view, to live its own journey, not someone else's journey of control.

Simply, release yourself from taking control, especially of other people's lives through your own personal desires of what life should be like. In other words, in the absence of leading other people to your own desires of life, just simply be aware. Of course I am aware that the ego in control can't leave it at that.

For human consciousness to evolve into a completely different cycle, the adage that we should focus on ourselves above all else is completely of the present consciousness. If you are still unable to give up your most desired desires, for example, being of love and light, enlightenment or materialism, you are still preventing human consciousness from evolving any further.

This is funny. Anyone truly of love and light or enlightenment, would at any time give up their present euphoria's or state of being. How many souls have done this to start with, to experience human consciousness as it is, not how the soul desires it to be?  But to the human conscious, anything that gives us euphoric feelings isn't just embraced but often becomes one of our most cherished and lavishly indulged desires. In another words a fixation often expressed to a major extent.

To experience a pure sense of awareness in the absence of all our human desires is beyond words. Yes, beyond love and light and even enlightenment itself, for a true enlightened one doesn't seek enlightenment or the euphoria's of enlightenment.  An enlightened one simply extracts itself from all that is desired, in turn, only allowing a pure sense of awareness to influence them by.

Are my writings, as above, popular with the ego in control? They were never meant to be.......

Wednesday 12 June 2019

Rewiring Consciousness





Written by Mathew

Something different, in a different approach:

Imagine the brain being wired with electrical wires of all sorts of gauges instead of neurons. No brain's wiring is the same as no person is the same; each brain has its own gauge wiring therefore reacts differently to simular circumstances in accordance with the conditioning of the consciousness. Is an enlightened person's brain wiring of the same gauge than that of an average person's brain wiring? This is why an enlightened person can handle any kind of electrical influx or current, be it negative or positive. In all honestly, because the wiring is replaced with a bigger gauge wiring through certain spiritual practices, what was once perceived through the ego to be negative and positive, is no longer negative and positive.

When people tell me or other people how negative and toxic they are, I know from that point what kind of gauge wiring their own brain is wired with.

A person who has suffered any kind of trauma will either end up with a thicker/bigger gauge wiring in the brain, or, the wiring in the brain will become faulty. Once the wiring becomes faulty, any kind of electrical influx beyond of what the wiring can handle will end up failing or become faultier. In the process, the messages sent to the brain via faulty wiring will of course end up faulty or misleading/deceptive. Is not the wiring of the collective consciousness faulty, seen as we are still suffering from our suffering, instead of learning from our suffering?

To suffer from our suffering is to simply judge this suffering negative or toxic, in the process to be avoided because our own wiring in our brain is unable to handle the electrical influx. In all honesty, if the brain is not wired with bigger gauge wiring to cope with the influx being present at the present, I think it's wise to avoid such influxes. However, I think it far wiser replacing our obvious too small of gauge wiring with a bigger gauge wiring. How we rewire our brains neurons makes all the difference. Could a multinational psychologically cope with being poor, with no hope of being anything else? Now, could an enlightened person cope with the same environment or even cope not being enlightened?

So why can an enlightened person cope with any kind of electrical influx in comparison to a multinational or the average person? It is all to do with the way the brain is being reconditioned, which includes rewiring the brain with a bigger gauge wire to handle any circumstance. How many spiritually aware people can handle any kind of circumstance, any kind of electrical influx? The small gauge wiring is simply unable to cope with the present influx, thus the wiring becomes faultier. 

Our wiring is faulty from the time we are born, because the collective conscious environment we are born in is wired with inadequate gauge wiring, or, the wiring is faulty through not learning from our suffering. We are naturally born with small gauge wiring. As we evolve or grow up, the process we go through either strengthens our wiring or our wiring isn't replaced with bigger gauge wiring as we evolve personally. Has the collective human conscious wiring evolved at the same rate as our advancing technology? It is as if one part of the collective human conscious brain is rewired with bigger gauge wiring, while the other parts of the brain's wiring is forgotten or simply rejected as not existing.

To a person who's positive is based on rejecting the negatives, in other words egoistically separating one part of the whole consciousness from another for a desired outcome, is of course inline with the collective human consciousness rejecting the part of the brain it desires to not be a part of. How many materialists and/or atheists reject that a consciousness can exist outside of the physical brain? In all honesty, it is the same thing with a lot of spiritually aware people today. See how the collective human consciousness wiring is inadequate of faulty, were a consciousness has not holistically evolved.

An enlightened one's wiring is different, because it's holistically evolved, not in accordance to the ego's desires, but in accordance in the absence of a controlling ego. An enlightened one doesn't take control of a consciousness; it simply is in the absence of the controlling ego. The ego is still present but it no longer has control, in that a desired outcome is always sought, an outcome that usually tantalises the ego and feeds the ego's desires.

Why was I so good at my job working with all kinds of disabilities, even in the absence of professional education in line with my work? My wiring was simply of a bigger gauge wiring as I learnt from my own and other people's suffering. I certainly didn't simply judge anyone's wiring that was faulty as being negative or toxic, therefore ignore the negatives to serve my ego's desired outcome. If you are picking up on negative toxic vibrations, it is wise to first look at your own wiring.

Could I be openly honest with the disabled people I worked with? No, as I knew that their own brains wiring/neurons wouldn't cope with this. Then why am I openly honest on the internet, knowing that many people's wiring will not cope with open minded honesty? My ego is not on the internet to be liked. My ego is on the internet to be expressive of open minded honesty, as this is one of the attributes or practices that can replace faulty inadequate wiring with bigger gauge wiring.

Note: None of the above was read or learnt from other human conscious sources, the above is only of my own thoughts, experiences and conjectures.